A shining moon light
once again luminates the night
and I awake, again.
Alone!
Clawing my way out of winter
mother’s womb in reverse death
in birth of sexual disgust.
Aversion to life,
aversion of the dead mind.
My skin is the hide stretched over a drum –
red and black and blue!
I dig straight through
the vulva of the earth
in a parody of a sickening rebirth.
My body a shadow of a beast
my mind is the murderous abyss…
I let an agonized scream –
it tears through the bodies of the sheepskins.
My gaze wolf-like burns as if the sun
ate away at the weakling hearts of man.
I am the a ravenous lust
the lecherous hunger
the stench of old
the inventible rape of yours sons
in the jaws between my teeth
the undeniable consumption of your daughters
in the rotten grasp of my hands.
My existence in a surreal.
Maddening.
Terror.
With the morning’s arrival
I sink back into my pit
of desecrated soil
and slip into my dreams
of lives eternal denial.
In the depths of slumber;
I feel the arrival
of the morning star,
the heroic giant from afar
violating the womb that has
repeatedly rebirthed me.
The pleasure of his spear
penetrating my rotten heart
A euphoric ecstasy
of flames that eat away
at my twisted remains.
Hear my howls of joy!
Hear my voice –
for I am free!
Free…