I am the type of girl who straddles the line between looking plain and fat and being adorably cute. My face wont get you hard but my personality will warm your soul.
Ok, maybe I am being harsh by saying I am fat and ugly but I’ve at all times been the quiet insecure girl. I was bullied by girls when growing up for being overweight and it’s at all times left me feeling vulnerable and insecure. I was homeschooled because of my anxiety and it wasn’t until school that I finally came to terms with who I was and embraced my positive features and my flaws as part of who I am.
I know I am not the prettiest girl and some men have told me I have a nice personality which of course is code for “I Like you but dont want to be seen with you.” Though they do like to be sucked by an average girl like me than a supermodel because it makes them feel less insecure or feel like they have to perform and live up to the expectations a beautiful girl who has her pick of men tends to place them under. I love to suck a cock as the guy tells me that he likes that I am fat as he smacks his cock against my face and I blow him…. it is so emotionally intense, sort of like a hybrid of a roast and a blowjob. The first time this happened was back in school when a drunk guy told me “You suck good for an fat girl.” It fucked with me mentally and made me suck him even harder.
To be honest, having a guy tell me he I am not that pretty or that I am fat but he still wants me is a massive self esteem boost and turn on. I am my own worst critic and well aware of my flaws and insecurities, so having a guy acknowledge those things and tell me something like “You arent the prettiest but I want to slap my cock on your face and watch you going down on me” makes me melt because I know he isnt lying to me and acknowledges the things I am insecure about in a way that turns them into positives. I like knowing that he has the option to be with more attractive women, but for just this moment in my life, I am the one who won out against the hot chick.