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So after a recent event, me and my girlfriend(21f) got back in contact with a married couple in their thirties that we had a sex with a few weeks ago in a partner swap. To sum up, my girlfriend felt bad about what happened in the first swap, and gave me a hall pass with the woman we swapped with. I originally didn’t want to, but eventually with my girlfriend constantly bringing it up, and the other woman being clearly interested, I eventually gave in and had sex with her, and it was incredible. I originally was very uncomfortable with it because my girlfriend was watching, but the woman was very attractive, so she had my attention pretty quickly, and furthermore, my girlfriend was being very encouraging, telling me to fuck her, and rubbing my chest and back while I did it, and encouraged me to cum inside. Easily one of the hottest experiences of my life, and it well compensated for what happened in our first time (you can read about what happened the first time at my user account), and sparked an urge from both of us to continue partner swapping.

After a long conversation with my girlfriend, and the couple offering, me and her decided to do it again, with plenty of clear rules, like what we were allowed to do, how we would never venture outside of just this couple, we would never do it without the other present and without permission. We set up a date and time to do it with the other couple, where no alcohol would be involved, and we would have the ability to leave if we chose. We set up what I wondered was a perfect ruleset for being completely new at this, however after the experience, it still did not go great for me, and has created me feel powerless about it all.

We did it at their place again, and it started similarly to how we did before, undressing each other’s partners, and starting with our mouths. It was a lot to see my girlfriend once again fall in love with this man’s body, and lift her hips to allow him to take off her panties, but I was able to keep focused and please the wife for the time being because I was incredibly in to her. We all got in to cowgirl position where the wife would ride me, and my girlfriend would ride the husband, and as soon as we all were having sex, I wanted to cum immediately. The wife was going so fast, and doing it so well, it only took about 3 minutes before I came. After I came, the wife tried to get me ready for another round, but I just couldn’t get it back up after that. Me wanting to fuck the wife again only took me so far, because after post nut, I was faced with the harsh reality that my girlfriend was having tons of sex with another man right next to me.

After trying and failing to get me hard again, the wife got bored of me and just started focusing on the action happening between my girlfriend and the husband. Pretty soon, the wife that I had sex with the other night, was mimicking my girlfriend when I had fucked the wife. She was telling the husband to fuck my girlfriend while rubbing his chest and back, and encouraging him to cum inside her. I realized they were probably mocking me, and yet I just skittishly watched it happen. I kept jerking my dick to try and get it back up, but after hearing my girlfriend moan in methods I’ve never heard before, her eyes roll to the back of her head, and her obvious intense pleasure, I just stopped after the realization I was basically just jerking my dick to a cuckold situation, and that made me feel weird, so I gave up the effort to get my dick hard again.

Eventually he came, and despite me feeling an intense orgasm earlier, he had shot easily three times more cum than I did. After that I came to a realization that they didn’t break any rules, or do anything wrong, it’s just that I had planned and made the rules around us being equal by doing the same things like same positions, cuming in the same places ect. This only made things turn out less equal, because it frankly highlighted his sexual superiority over me. He has a bigger dick than me, he lasts longer than me, he knows how to please a woman better than me, and he cums loads of more potent semen than me. This is difficult because I feel like I played the role of a skittish boy, while he got to be the man. I hate to underperform, and I don’t want to disappoint, but the whole situation is very intimidating and discouraging, and I feel unable to compete for my girlfriend who I love, so any advice I can get is great, dm’s all the time open.

NSFW: yes

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