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Hi! Since this is my first posting, I’m fairly certain it’s not as outrageous as some of the other stories here, but I needed to get it out of my system (plus I feel like its exciting to let out a secret like this).

To put this in perspective Since I’ve attended all-girls private schools since middle college and my family is from a tiny religious community, nothing has happened despite the fact that my friends and I have been boy-crazy. When my father and I went to California a year ago to look at colleges, we stayed with his best buddy, his wife, and their children. I simply recall being quite astonished by the size of the huge home that overlooked Los Angeles. I had never left my hometown before, and it felt incredibly alive. As soon as we arrived, my dad‘s friend started showing us around and boasting about all of his goods. I recall that he kept pointing out new items to me since I was so intrigued by everything. Despite the fact that I was probably not used to it, the eye contact and the manner he spoke to me felt strangely heated. He and his wife were there, along with a few other older couples because they were also having a dinner that evening. The only other youngish person there, thus I went mostly unnoticed unless someone asked my comment on something. My dad would typically respond on my behalf since I would have no idea what to say. At one point, my dad‘s friend asked me a question, and when my dad tried to respond on his behalf, he was stopped and told me to respond on my own. We just stared at each other, and I recall feeling so wonderful and just under his sway that I was able to respond. He approached me closely and asked if I needed anything later in the evening when he was serving coffee and chocolate. I remember looking at his wife afterward and feeling extremely bad but also sort of turned on by it. At the time, I simply told him I would have whatever he was having, and he simply smiled and said we could distribute one then (looking back, this felt incredibly intimate but was probably nothing).
By the time all the other visitors started to leave his place, we were already there, and I could see that I was crushing on him. I felt a little unsafe when I changed into my pajamas, so I put on a dress I had prepared in case there was a special occasion instead of my usual sweatpants and t-shirt. It had long sleeves and was sort of silky, but the top was a little bit tight. My father didn’t say anything, but I could see that he felt it was a little strange. I didn’t care at the time , because I was preoccupied with my dad‘s acquaintance. I went to sleep in the guest room after he bid me goodnight, but that night I had a hard time getting over how I had felt in his presence. It seemed like the first time someone had treated me like an adult. I started caressing myself under the blankets even though I was nervous that someone would see me because I was so horny. I was daydreaming about how much I wanted him or even just picturing what it would be like if I had sex for the first time with him because I could hear him chatting to my dad in the other room.
I couldn’t finish though because I could hear my dad telling him about the time I tried to kiss someone in second grade. They were laughing, and I recall that his companion inquired about my dating life. I immediately went to bed ashamed because I was so humiliated to be treated like a child once more. The following morning I briefly played with his children before my father and I had to depart. He gave me a small jewelry box as we were leaving as a gift for my graduation.
For a time now, I’ve been somewhat fixated on him, but nothing has transpired. I ultimately chose to attend the nearby school. He asked my father through text a few months ago if I might tutor his kids, but I felt insufficiently suitable so I suggested he ask my buddy instead. I never felt the way I did around him, so I feel like meeting him opened something inside of me. Perhaps I’m attracted to older men, or perhaps I’m just a little odd and obnoxious when I meet someone I like:/
I appreciate you reading, though.

NSFW: yes

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