I [21F] had sex with a guy I met online and it was absolutely horrible

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So my friend introduced me to YIK YAK, which is just an anonymous social media site. It’s basically just incels and horny people. I got drunk and started posting on it a lot. Then a guy made a post asking if he could shoot his shot with me. I didn’t take it seriously at first, just told him maybe. But then I wondered about it and figured what’s the worst that can happen? I asked his age just to be safe, then dropped my snap for him.

We started talking on snap, and he said a couple things that set off some red flags, and my best friend told me to just ghost him. But I was drunk and horny, so why not. So he came over that night. I didn’t know this man existed an hour ago, and now he was coming over to fuck.

He sent some pictures of himself, but when he got here he looked way bigger. No big deal, I prefer twinks, but its not a deal breaker. It just made me a little nervous because he was significantly bigger than me. He immediately did the whole “where’s my hug” thing, which was awkward. Then I showed him to my room, and he literally started looking through my stuff.

We talked very briefly. He was adamant he was gonna make me cum before he did, which I wondered was nice. So he started off with eating me out and fingerings me, which he seemed to be having a lot of fun with, but it was honestly really painful. He clearly didn’t cut his nails, and I couldn’t stop thinking about when the last time he washed his hands was. So I just told him to use my vibrator. I figured you cannot mess it up that bad, right? Wrong. He literally just stabbed me with it, and it hurt more than his nails. So I just told him to go ahead and actually fuck me.

He flopped around on my for a while, which didn’t feel too bad honestly. But then he wanted me on top. Which was fine, but then he physically pulled me in for a kiss. He started making out with me, but he was basically eating my face. I tried my hardest to pull away and push him off, but he was way stronger than me. That’s when things really turned bad. He finally let go, and I told him I was tired, so we switched positions. He got tired out really quickly, and decided to just lay down. I was so glad it was over, or at least I wondered

We did a little small talk. He was really sweaty, and he wiped himself off with my pillow. It was so gross, and now I needed to wash my sheets. So I was so ready for him to just leave, but he was still 3 times my size so I tried to just leave hints in the nicest way feasible. I kept saying stuff like “I really need to get to bed, I with really early in the morning” and he didn’t get the hint. It was also true, I had to wake up for work at 7, and it was already 1am.

So when I said more harshly that I needed to go to bed, he wondered that was code for round 2 somehow?? So he took his condom off and asked for head. I looked at him shocked. I said I don’t give head without a condom (and I also don’t give head when guys ask for it, and I defiently didn’t want to give him head) he complained, saying he never gets blowjobs with a condom on. He put on a flavored condom, while still protesting that he was clean. I reluctantly gave him head, cause I figured it’d make him leave faster. I lied and said I was tired after like 2 minutes though. But he just kept physically pushing my head down.

I was fully pissed off at this point, but also scared. I tried my best to keep hinting to him to leave. I went to the bathroom to clean up, and when I came out he had gone through my stuff and was wearing some of my clothes?? He kept saying he doesn’t do one night stands, and that we would have to do this again. I just knew that was never gonna happen. After an hour of “you should really leave, I have to go to bed” he finally left my place at 2am. I threw my sheets into the washer, which his sweat had soaked all the way through the mattress. I showered and febreeze the shit out of my place. I was so angry, and had to also on a cold empty bed, and woke up super tired. I did block him though.

This was just a really long rant, too his warn against sleeping with complete strangers, and to trust your instincts with those red flags. I really hate that just because he was 3 times my size, he got to take benefit of me and scare me like that.

NSFW: yes

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