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NSFW: yes

So this story will make me look very desperate and with no self respect … I guess I was desperate, but I had self respect but when it’s a hot guy you are really attracted to , sometimes we just forget our standards and realize once we are left alone… I’m also not looking for pity, I’m just sharing my past because its quite a funny story from an outside view and please don’t ask for my photos.

I’m a girl , I’m quite slim but I’m not anorexic. But I have a very small breasts … like I get told that I just have a teen boy body …

Which I wasn’t happy with it but I was okay.. like it didn’t affect me much … I wasn’t a girl that the boys would desire or try to date .

Then I went to school and started going out more and gonna parties often with some girls and so.. but I wasnt the girl that the guys tried to dance with or tried to hook up with .. compared to my other friends where they would usually hook up with a guy or end up home with them and get hit on a lot and just have all those stories ..

I wasn’t a slutty girl but I still felt kinda jealous and self conscious because it’s nice to be desired a bit lol .. so I kinda started getting more drunk and I guess I was desperate that I would go up to guys I found so attractive and try to hit on them which is very unlike me .. but I would get rejected and their answer was “I’m sorry I’m straight” which was confusing at first until one told me that he just isn’t into boys ..

Then I can let you imagine the awkward conversation of me telling him I’m not a boy or so on.. and then He told me that it’s my body and my face together , since my body is very boyish, but apparently I have a manly face with a strong jawline and broad shoulders which can give the impression that I’m a femboy or crossdresser…

So yea after knowing that I kinda lost my pride and it lowered my self esteem that I was a bit more lenient with the men .. I would still try and hit on men I found attractive which would end up in rejection or in them being surprised that I have a pussy and that i was a girl while they expected a sissy boy for their kinks.. which lead up to a lot of disappointing sex for them or so on…

I don’t wanna go in details but let’s say that I attracted boys that had a femboy/sissy fetishes .. even when they knew I was a girl ..

But there was one guy that I found quite attractive and he was super hot , like way out of my league, I hit on him and so on .. I told him that I was a girl , he kinda lost interest when I said that so I just went back to partying but near the end of the party, he just came to me , danced with me , we ended up kissing and gonna his place ..

At his place , he was like “I know you like me alot and want me , but for this to work I need to want you back , and right now , I really don’t because I can get with a bunch of hot girls but I always had the fantasy of fucking a femboy and you are as close as I can get to one right now … so this will only work if you be a good boy and let me inside that ass” ( it wasn’t his exact words but kinda close )

I felt insulted and embarrassed… I was shocked but like I didn’t get mad because I was kinda drunk and so attracted to him and I guess a bit desperate… that I just didn’t say anything while he undressed me and just kept my panties on so it hides my pussy .. he then got his dick in front of my face and told me to suck it like a good boy and I just did … for a few minute ..

He then took me and bent me over , got some lube and his dick and on my asshole and telling me that he will take my virginity and make me a good sissy boy for him.. and he went in , it was so painful the first time , but he wasn’t rude or aggressive, he was taking his time but he was still talking to me as if I was a boy and so on… he ended going faster when my ass adapted to his size and ended up cumming in my ass … I didn’t really say much that time but I was just embarrassed and ashamed … I felt so pathetic for letting that happen but he was so hot that I just didn’t do anything or say anything…

Anyway he would call me to come to his place very often and we became fwbs..

But he just all the time refrrred to me as a boy, never allowed me to show my pussy and never acknowledge that I have a pussy even. To him I was a girly boy . And that’s how he spoke to me , how he treated me and how he fucked me …

I just felt pathetic everytime but once it started happening it was just hard to stop it because of how attracted I was to him , and how desperate I felt at that period of my life , where I would usually get guys who would sleep with me once and ghost me after …

It was my first fwb. And he was a very hot one , I would tell my friends how nice and hot and passionate our sex was , when in reality I was just his slave sissy boy and he treated me like one.

Well this is the most interesting and embarrassing story that came from the guys that mistook me for a boy and I feel pathetic for just accepting it and embracing it now .. just saying yes to anyone who asks if I was a man before

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