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I’ve watched straight porn pretty much my entire life and I’ve at all times liked blowjob/facial videos more than actual ‘fucking porn’. And lately… it’s really dawned on me why. Because deep, deep down, before I was even aware of it myself… I wanted to be the girl.

Seeing the guy stand over the girl and unload on their face was so fascinatingly degrading.. and even more so when the girl seemed like she actually wanted to be treated that way.

I even specifically sought out blowjob videos where there were clear power dynamics. Girls giving blowjobs wasn’t enough. I wanted to see his hand on the back of her head… guiding her… I started trying to search keywords like “hand on back of head” or “guided blowjob”. It was even further arousing if the guy was vocal or degrading.

And this all hitting me in such an insane kind of light bulb moment… that like… I wanted that at a REALLY young age, before I was even aware of it.. almost instinctually.. I still want that..

Woof… it’s crazy when you make a world-changing realization about yourself. ???

NSFW: yes

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