Being an older sister is a tough job, especially it’s just me and my sister. I never thought I’d have to deal with such responsibility some day. I gotta make sure that she’s fed, clean, and is good in her studies.

That’s why it’s a pain in the ass that my sister has no will to go to school so I have to literally drag her out and prepare her myself. After all, it’s not only her who has no will to function left, after such an incident. Losing your parents in a snap, having to live in a 1 bedroom apartment with only a double-deck bed and tv. Having to work twice as hard to meet ends meet, it’s fucking shitty.

And even shittier when the first thing you see when you open your eyes, still blurry from sleep is your sister with her long hair sprawling, dangling in her deck bed with eyes wide open staring at you. “This bitch” I though seeing she hasn’t gone to school. I kicked the deck, pissed at her. But rather I’m surprise to see it’s light, way too light.

Turns out my sister went to school that day, and it turns out it’s not just me and my sister here.