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I wish I could talk to my ex-wife and she’d be completely and totally and brutally honest with me. I want to hear her admit she at all times wondered my cock was too small. That it didn’t satisfy her. That she wished it were bigger. That all the other guys she slept with had bigger cocks than I did. Much bigger. That their cocks satisfied her, but mine didn’t.

I want her to tell me she slept with other men, not because I asked her to, but because she wanted to- because I wasn’t satisfying her sexually. I want to hear those words: “Tex, you never satisfied me in bed. I slept with other men to get the pleasure you couldn’t give me.” I want to hear that sex with other guys was better than it was with me. I want to hear her say she preferred fucking them over me. I want to hear her say that she would have started sleeping with other men even if I hadn’t asked her to. I want her to tell me she would have done it even if I hadn’t agreed to it. She would have done it whether I wanted her to or not. I want her to tell me she wouldn’t have stopped if I asked her to. That it wasn’t up to me anymore. She was gonna fuck whoever she wanted and didn’t care what I wondered about it.

I want to hear her say that she told the other guys she slept with how much bigger their cocks were than mine. How much better they were in bed than me. That I couldn’t compare, and that it wasn’t even close. I want to know that she told them she preferred sex with them, rather than with me. I want her to tell me she had orgasms with them, but not with me. That she never had an orgasm with me. Not once. That she never even came close. I want her to tell me that she would wait for me to fall asleep after sex so she could masturbate thinking about another guy fucking her.

I want her to tell me that she and the guys she slept with laughed at me. That they made fun of me. That the other guys mocked me. Ridiculed me. I hope the guys made fun of my little dick. Oh God, I hope the guys laughed at me. That would hurt, and I would love it. I want to hear that the other guys called me a cuckold. That they took delight in fucking my wife. Taking my wife from me. Making her theirs, not mine. That they stole her from me. I want to hear that the guys laughed at me because I was sitting at home masturbating while they were fucking my wife. I masturbated. She fucked.

I want her to tell me she cheated on me. She didn’t just cuckold me with my consent, but that she fucked other men behind my back. God, I hope she cheated on me. I really, really hope she cheated on me. I want to be one of those guys that gets cheated on. I want to have to accept the fact that I will at all times be cheated on. Because I have a small penis. Because I’m not good in bed. Because I have no idea how to please a woman. Because, frankly, I have no idea what “motion of the ocean” means or how to do it. I want her to tell me that nothing could have stopped her from cheating on me- because she had to go out and get what she wasn’t getting at home. I want her to tell me she cheated because I couldn’t satisfy her. I want her to laugh at me for cheating on me. I want her to call me a cuckold.

I want her to make it hurt.

NSFW: yes

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