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(25) bi curious story

So for my whole life I was straight. When I hit my 20’s, I began to occasionally watch gay porn. I all the time hated the anal side of gay sex, but fuck did I love watching blowjobs. There’s something so hot about watching someone (man or woman) suck a cock. My all time favorite videos were the ones where someone would take out their cock in public and get a helping hand. Those videos remain few and far between.

So as time went on it turned into cruising chat applications and getting guy’s snapchats and playing there together. While none ever lasted, one guy I met was insanely nice, and had a beautiful cock. He was fun to talk to, the same age, and he loved seeing my cock. We would snap and talk about our days, bitch to each other about work, and before long we were jerking off and throwing ropes together. At this time I was dating a girl I wasn’t in love with anymore and got no sexual satisfaction from.

Eventually I timidly downloaded Gr*ndr. I was in awe of how many guys around me were total sluts and ready to do the nastiest stuff. It was a blast sending and receiving all the dick pics a horny throbbing bi guy could imagine. I began talking to this one dude who lived a mile away from me, and we hit it off a bit. We exchanged pictures of our cocks and had fun. He knew I had never done anything in person with a guy so naturally he offered to have me over and show me the ropes. I nervously said sure maybe someday and kinda pushed it off knowing I would never have the nuts to actually do anything.

We kept talking about meeting up and I stressed that I wasn’t into kissing guys, or anal but I was enthralled by cock and wanted to try touching and sucking one. He was very kind and understanding. We discussed someday when his roommate was gone at work, me coming over and spending an afternoon together naked together and drinking some beers and just playing with each other’s cocks to our hearts content. Fuck how the wondered of that made me throb and leak. But I was still to scared to do it and didn’t want to actually physically cheat on my then girlfriend. But I just wondered and fantasized about that scenario non stop and came to it several times.

A couple nights later we were talking and he convinced me to send him a couple of nudes that included my body and face and cock. I hesitated because he already knew my real name which was more than any dick pic receiving stranger ever had before, and because I was terrified of someone recognizing me. But he kept asking, so shaking and trembling I did it. He told me that I was sexy and that he loved my body and particularly my eyes. It made me feel safe and secure and I started to contemplate getting over my fear and actually doing this.

Later that night after midnight, my girlfriend had gone to bed and I was sitting in my recliner in my living room, throbbing hard, and precum pouring down my shaft, talking myself into this idea. I sent him a message asking if he was awake and sat there for what seemed like an eternity. Finally the green active icon flashed to life and my heart stopped. He began to type back. He was awake and horny, but also drunk. I trembled as I typed out “can I come over?” He agreed but said we would have to do it in my car since his roommate was home and asleep. So whole body shaking, cock rock hard and still dripping like a garden hose, I put on shoes, got his address and got in my car and drove off. The 4 minute drive seemed like an hour, and my terrified ass drove past the house and had to turn around and come back. But I found the right house, pulled in, and shut off my car. I could see him standing in his front door watching me. My cock had gone soft in the meantime from the distraction of trying to discover the right house, but was still soaking wet with precum. He opened the front door and walked over. My heart was pounding in my ears like canon fire as he approached my car and opened the door. Except it didn’t. It was locked. I was embarrassed. I never remember to unlock the doors after I finish driving. I hate that damn safety feature. He got into the car and closed the door. We exchanged hi’s and how are you’s and I told him how nervous I was. He smiled and reached over and grabbed my cock through my jeans which instantly shot back to rock hard and told me there was nothing to be nervous about. He told me to take it out and I awkwardly fumbled with my belt to get it off and pulled my pants and underwear down just below my ass cheeks exposing my rock hard, shiny wet cock which reflected the February moonlight. He grabbed my cock and started to stroke it. He bent over the console and before I knew it I was consumed by a hot wet mouth and a soft tongue sliding down my shaft. I closed my eyes and enjoyed the feeling of him sloppy sucking my cock. It felt amazing. I reached over and felt in the dark until I found his cock still inside his sweatpants. He stopped sucking me and pulled them down and went back to work on me. I reached over and grabbed his cock. The first time I’d ever touched another one but my own and it felt amazing in my hand. I started to stroke him noticing he was longer than me, but I was thicker. I awkwardly asked “can I suck you?” Without answering he says up, leaned the seat back and held his cock straight out. Mine still throbbing and now cold from being wet with saliva, I leaned over the obnoxiously large console and started to kiss his cock. It smelled fresh and clean and I felt little drops of precum on my nose and cheek. I opened my mouth and took his head into my mouth and just took in for a second that I was finally sucking a cock. I went down further and started to use my tongue and sucked like every porn video I’d ever seen. He moaned in pleasure and put his hand on the back of my head. Hopefully a cue I was doing it right. I continued to suck his cock, loving every moment of it. It tasted amazing, and I loved tasting his precum as he leaked in my mouth. I sucked and licked and teased and played with his balls for a few more minutes until he informed me it was pointless to continue because he was too drunk to cum. He told me since this was my first time he wanted to make sure I was the one who came. So I let his cock go and he pushed me back in the seat and went back down on mine. I was so nervous I couldn’t cum from the blowjob, but he detected that and started to stroke me while he sucked. It took about 3 minutes of stroking and sucking. I told him I was about to cum and he raised his head and started pumping my soaking wet slippery cock with his hand and gazed into my eyes. I finally exploded all over his hand. He kept stroking my cock using my cum as lube until I couldn’t cum anymore. We said our goodbyes, cleaned up with a couple of McDonald’s napkins, and he went back inside.

That was 2+ years ago and I still think about it to this day. A bout 2 months later, I realized I was in actually in love with my best friend from high college, and broke up with my then girlfriend. I’ve been dating the love of my life since April of 21, and are now engaged. I’m extremely sexually satisfied in our relationship, and legit can’t wait to get married. I can’t imagine my life without her, or with anyone else. But I still look back on this memory and smile and remember how fun it was to be with another guy. That’s my story and I’m sticking to it.

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