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So, here it goes. I was with my ex boyfriend for a few years. He was a good guy, he was kind, caring, everything I couldve asked for. The first 2 years of our relationship were great. But after them two, it felt like something had changed.

I remember, on my birthday, he had previously pulled it out the bag so i was expecting something big! But to my dismay, my birthday arrived and he had actually forgot. Since then, things went downhill pretty quick, arguments, breaking up and getting back together, it got worse.

One night i bumped into my old friend in a club, I had not seen her for years, we party’d and had a great time. She was buying bottle after bottle and spending money like it meant nothing to her.

She must have been doing well for herself so i asked her what she was doing. She told me she does ‘adult modelling’ (basically making porn) and showed me her bank statements. My jaw dropped.

Later on that day i could not sleep. I felt like I was missing out on something big, my whole life was going down the drain it felt like, my relationship, my grades in school, my parents were at all times getting on my back. I had to escape.

This was the turning point for me.

I decided I’d begin messaging guys on instagram and try to discover someone who was eager to record with me… It felt wrong to do behind my boyfriends back but I knew we would break up soon anyway.

Eventually, I found one guy, we’ll call him “Tan” tan was black, beautiful and ripped. I felt like this was the perfect guy to shoot my first vid with. I messaged him, we flirted back and fourth for a bit, eventually I pitched him my idea.

To my shock, he was all up for it. He asked when it could be arranged for and I said the next day, he agreed without hesitation. I met up with tan and we made the tape. The sex was amazing. I came so much, it felt so liberating and turned me on a lot. I was a gaping mess after he was finished with me.

I thanked him a lot and told him later on that night i’d upload the video. With nothing but hopes and dream later on that night I did in fact upload the first of many. The following few weeks were a complete fuck fest, I was meeting guy after guy, getting fucked in every position imaginable, with all shapes and sizes. I was getting quite the collection of movies.

A month had gone by now and things were gonna plan, my boyfriend had not found out and people were absolutely loving watching these enormous cocks tear me aside. I went round to my boyfriends as typical one day, just before I was scheduled to meet a guy that night. He looked really upset when I got there.

I asked him what the matter was, he showed me the videos. I looked down, pretty ashamed. He said “why didnt you tell me?” I looked at him, speechless…

He walked closer, i was pretty scared of what he was gonna do. But to my surprise, he slowly started to grab my hands, with the video still playing in the background. I looked into his eyes and he said “I fucking love watching you get fucked… it turns me on so bad”

How could he love watching me get fucked? So taken back, I was speechless for the second time in 30 seconds… I decided to test the waters.

“Did you see how they opened me up?”

“Yes” he replied

“Did you see how much I screamed when I came all over their cocks?”

“Yes he replied

“You could never do something like that to me, you’re pathetic in comparison”

It was at this moment, I noticed his cock pulsing through his trousers, he was fucking loving me humiliating him. What came next was a solid few weeks of him watching me get fucked by guys, him being completely humiliated & me being nothing short of disrespectful. I dont know what it was it was such a turn on, it felt so good to have such a submissive boyfriend. We broke up because of an argument soon after that.

I would do anything to have a guy like that again, just not him. I wont disclose the argument, but it did not end well.

NSFW: yes

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