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So this is gonna be fairly short and to the point. I am a late 30ish male, married 15 years. I have only ever been intimate with my wife. We had sex before marriage but I have only ever been with her. Over the last few months I have found that I have been aroused more by the attractiveness of the face and body, regardless of what sort of genitals someone has. I found myself looking at a picture posted by a trans female and saying to myself how much fun I could have with her. I really like going down on my wife and I wondered that I am aroused by the idea that my partner is enjoying what I am doing to them.

So with all that being said, I found myself in the position of being able to go to an adult cinema. I looked at reviews on line and understood what I was getting into. I understood that the likelihood of there being a woman there was low, and that there would probably be mostly older men. After a little thinking I decided that I would be okay with that. When I first went in it was dark and I couldn’t really tell what was going on. It was in a converted theater room with probably 30-40 seats, spilt up like a ordinary theater between middle seating and then some on either end. There was plenty of room for activities between the rows. So it was a little overwhelming because I didn’t know the “rules” on how things worked. I could see several people lined up in the back and then a could people on the outside sections. I decided to take a seat in the middle back row so my eyes could adjust and I could get a little better feeling for how things worked. It was pretty clear that the guys on the outside rows were getting involved, mainly oral and hand jobs. The ones that were active when I came in spent a few minutes together and then one of the men made their way out of the theater while the other put his cloths back one.

There were a few men around my age, 20’s-early 40’s, but most were clearly older, and most had a few too many pounds on them. After a few more minutes one of the men made their way to the outer seats and sat down, began watching the movie and began stroking himself. A short time later another man came up and stood along the wall also stroking himself. It didn’t take long before the began stroking each other and it quickly progressed to oral. The other side of the theater had another ground going at it with another man along the wall watching. I decided to walk around in the back and observe some more and try and understand how it all worked. After the group finished up on the other side, the composed themselves and then went to the back or to the bathroom but the man standing along the wall remained. I decided to just take the plunge, so I went and sat in the end seat right next to where he was standing and take myself out and start stroking.

In an attempt to move things along I laid my left hand on the arm rest, hanging out into the isle. With that he moved closer and for the first time in my life I grabbed another mans cock. I could tell that he was older and he defiantly had a belly, but he was not obese. He was circumcised, partially flaccid and was probably about 3 inches, pretty small but I knew that I wouldn’t have to worry about gagging if it came to that. I began stroking him and he reached down to reciprocate. I will be 100% honest, it was sort of fun. I was nice to be able to play with someone who provided great feedback on what I was doing. I could tell that he liked it. After a few min of stroking I decided that I might as well understand if what I was fantasizing about was true, did I really not care what genitals my partner has. I took a cock into my mouth for the very first time, and after a second or two I came to the realizations that “Damn, this is fun!” It being small made it really easy to suck in without having to do too much head bobbing, but even with a little work I could tell that it was getting harder. He never did get very hard but it didn’t take too long before he started breathing heavy, grabbing my head and forcing himself inside my mouth. I was able to use my hand to make sure he didn’t get too aggressive with me, but it wasn’t long before to taste his pre cum. I have tasted my own cum before so I was relatively prepared so it wasn’t a big shock. I did gag a little when he started to cum, but that taste was bearable. I don’t think he came much, but I held it in my mouth because I didn’t really know what to do with it. I didn’t want to spit it out on the floor so I ended up swallowing it.

We ended up kissing a little, which I didn’t really like but he enjoyed it.

I left a little while later, but I have no real regrets. I didn’t mind sucking cock and I can honestly say that I would never ask a partner to do something I haven’t done.

I already felt this way, but this just reinforced my personal beliefs that the pleasure I receive comes mostly from giving pleasure.

NSFW: yes

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