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I think this is more of a confession post than a story. I just need to come clean somewhere.
I’m a gay dude. Back in school I had a friend in my outer circle. He was straight and on the wrestling team. Overall a good guy, but honestly to this day, I have yet to see a more obscenely insane body, muscles, and especially ass in my entire life. Every gay/bi/closeted guy on campus basically agreed they had never seen a more insane body and ass in their lives. It was so insane that he was like some genetic lottery freak of nature it was so fat, muscular, shapely, and somehow defied all laws of gravity. Not kidding, I’ve seen gay guys stumble their words talking to him, and I’ve almost choked on some water one time when he walked passed. He was sort of like a once in a lifetime hottie kind of deal that the gay guys were all a little obsessed with.
Not kidding, even among his straight teammates he had the nickname “mr italian pornstar” because they would poke fun at how good looking he was and how crazy his proportions were. He looked italian and he would be asked at all times if he was a fitness model, so I guess thats where the nickname came from.
In some methods, I honestly credit him with being the reason that I had to accept I was gay. Before him, I felt like I was gay but wasn’t really eager to accept it. After meeting him, I found myself having to jack off to him every day, looking up wrestling videos that he posted on his FB that I could jack off to. It became and unhealthy obsession, and I started to feel like a creep by how much I was lusting over him and his obscenely fat ass and muscles. I eventually accepted I was gay because of it. I eventually tried to give myself some space from him because I wanted to be a little more respectful, even though when I was around him I acted chill and respectful. It’s more like internally I was fighting off a boner constantly. Especially because a lot of times he would just lounge around in a tank top, underarm our compression shorts, nike elite socks, and slides.
Since graduating he has still been part of the friend group chat, and the friend group still has reunions every once in a while, even if not as close anymore. My wrestler friend, to his credit, actually became a personal trainer and is now a fitness model/instagram fitness influencer. The friend group still gives him some shit about it for some of his cringe posts. Are some of his posts cringe? Yeah. Do I still discover them hot and jack off to them? Unfortunately, yes…
I guess I just wanted to get this off my chest. This guy even after a few years after school still plays a crazy part of my fantasies. To be fair, every gay guy on campus was obsessed with him and his body. But yeah, I have yet to see another guy who has a body this insane. Insanely perfect shelf pecs, thick muscular legs, and an ass I just can not describe well enough to give it credit. I’m obviously horny while typing this, but hopefully getting this out of my system will help me stop lusting over him so badly.

NSFW: yes

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