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“Was it too much?” The silence was excruciating. Ryan’s heavy breaths through his nostrils were the only sound in the room apart from Alex’s heartbeat.

“No, you were fine.”

Alex touched Ryan’s shoulder, but he pulled away. “I think I should go.” He stood and pulled up his pants. “

Are you upset?”

“No, I just need to go.” He pulled on his t-shirt.

Ryan unlocked the door and was halfway out before Alex called out, “Bye, Ryan.”

“See ya,” he mumbled.

Alex sat on the bed, stunned. He went through that night, searching for some misstep, something he did to upset Ryan. Then he noticed the pint of cum Ryan had left on his bed. He grabbed some tissue and mopped it up as best he could.

He sat at his desk and opened TikTok. Another sexy man making focaccia. He sighed and then messaged Ryan.

>Hey, I hope you’re ok. It was good seeing you tonight. Lemme know if you ever want to talk

Alex scrolled up and saw the dick pic Ryan had sent earlier. It was obvious to Alex now that Ryan had just pulled the picture from online—probably Reddit or Twitter. Even if Ryan could get hard, he would have to be an incredible grower to get that big. Plus, the hands were wrong.

Alex sighed. He was still horny in that restless, grating way that comes from being led up to a climax and then denied.

He opened Reddit and switched to his alt profile. He thought what happened to that guy from the gym.

Back in his messages, he clicked on his user account. There was a new post titled “My gym crush wasn’t there tonight. Here’s what I wanted them to see.”

Alex’s eyes widened. Was this “an interesting title,” or was he actually trying to send a message. Probably the former. Otherwise, why wouldn’t he just send a literal message?

But Alex decided to indulge in the fantasy that this guy actually wanted to get his attention. He pulled out a prostate massager and slipped it in. Then he started perusing the guy’s posts.

*Fuck he’s hot*

On some level, Alex knew he was overreacting. That this guy wasn’t *actually* the hottest man alive in some way unique and transcendent. Alex was at peak horniness, and that prostate massager at all times intensified his lust when he watched porn or looked at thirst traps. But he felt a primal desperation as he swiped through the pictures. He *had* to have this guy.

*Look at those thighs*

He actually gasped and then groaned when he got to a dick pic. He bit his lip as his legs spasmed.

A terrible idea popped into his head. He knew it was terrible. He knew he shouldn’t message this guy again. But the sexually needy part of his brain completely crowded out his executive function.

>Am…I the crush? Sorry I missed the view 😛

He hit send and went back to the posts. He really wanted to see more of the guy’s legs and ass. Yes, he had an impeccable chest and abs and arms, but Alex wanted more shots of his lower half. He caught a few snatches of his legs, but Alex wished he could hold the camera for this guy and really capture the shot he was after.

His erection had come and gone a few times over the night, and just like he’s told Ryan, his cock was stubbornly soft with the toy in his ass. He reached across the small room for his vibrator. Bringing it to his nose, he could smell Ryan on the silicone. He sucked it once and pressed it to his head. Precum was dripping out, and he used it as lube as he swirled the vibrator around his foreskin.

A soft moan rose from his lips as his head fell back, his long hair draping down the back of his chair. He fantasized about Ryan pinning him down and fucking him, but he also imagined spooning him from behind again and thrusting his cock inside Ryan. The simultaneous topping and bottoming didn’t make any sense anatomically, but it didn’t have to.

His toes curled as his chest was sprayed with hot cum. He turned off the vibrator but kept his eyes closed as he shivered with pleasure.

His fingers gently rubbed his tip as he took in deep breaths. He gasped as he pulled out the toy and then brought it to the sink.

He wiped himself down with cool water and brushed his teeth before putting on some boxers and picking up his phone.

Climbing into bed, he avoided the wet spot Ryan left behind. He really wished Ryan had stayed to cuddle.

On his phone was a new message from Ryan:

>What brand of vibrator was that?

Alex sighed and sent him an Amazon link.

A notification from Reddit popped up. It was the gym bro.

>lol I was wondering if you saw that. Hope you didn’t skip the gym because of me

The message made Alex equally excited and annoyed. He’s not admitting to the crush or that Alex was even the target audience of the post. Just…that he was thinking about Alex.

Why was Alex attracted to such emotionally unavailable men?

NSFW: yes

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