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Skip down to “Day Three…” for the journal entry.

Backstory:

I joined Reddit to explore a bit of my kinkier side. I quickly found myself on all the dirty r4r subreddits. I was getting off every night just reading through the role play scenarios/prompts people were writing about.

My first role play prompt was about a lesbian that couldn’t afford rent and the landlord that was gonna get payment, one way or the other. I had several responses, but one stood out in particular. I now refer to her as Mistress Morgan. We started a role play discussion, but it quickly turned into a JOI when I mentioned how wet I was. Mistress Morgan asked if I wanted to be her sub, but I really wasn’t ready to commit to something like that. I mentioned that I enjoyed the JOI/orgasm control and she offered to continue that. I’m pretty sure she knew she’d have me completely dependent in a few days.

As we got to know each other, we discussed what I did and didn’t enjoy. You see, while I enjoy playing a submissive sexually, I’m actually a butch (soft butch) lesbian that plays the boss in my professional life. I found that I don’t enjoy degrading myself, but I like when Mistress does it.

It didn’t take long for me to fuck up and cum without permission. I woke up really horny and decided I would just do what I wanted. I didn’t have to tell Mistress and what she didn’t know wouldn’t hurt her. I came once and I couldn’t help myself so I came a second time. I should mention that I’m a very honest person and by mid-day, I was itching to come clean. I messaged Mistress and explained my naughty behaviour. She appreciated my honesty, but she said I couldn’t touch myself for 4 days as punishment. The following is the journal entry from Day three of not touching myself. Mistress had given me the prompt to write about my punishment predictions if I had been forced to travel to her.

**Day three…**

I slept okay last night. I read a couple parts in the erotica series that Mistress sent and went to bed. Waking up was a whole other thing. I woke up to use the bathroom and I couldn’t stop thinking about what my punishment would be if I was forced to visit Mistress. I trust my Mistress and I know she would take care of me, even if I’ve disappointed her. She would be at work when I arrived so I would have to discover my way to her apartment. She has a clever lock so she can let me in. Inside, there are instructions on the counter. “Strip, Kitten. Go to the bedroom on the right. I want you to put on the restraints. I will tighten them when I get home. Don’t forget the blindfold.”

I go to the bedroom and it’s a dark room with restraints attached to four bed posts. There’s a large black tool chest in one corner and a chaise lounge against the far wall. The curtains are drawn and the lighting is minimal.

I lie down on the bed and strap my ankles into the restraints. I look around and notice the red glow from a camera in the corner. You’re watching me. I take a breath and get the wrist restraints on. The restraints are very loose and apart from them being clipped to my wrists, I have free motion of my hands. I pull the blindfold over my eyes and try to relax.

So many thoughts are running through my head. “Could this be a set up where Mistress is going to pimp me out? She did mention pimping me out to a trans woman. No, that was in the role play. She wouldn’t do that to her Kitten.”

I can feel the cool breeze of the room as I try to listen and hear you arrive. The anticipation is killing me and it feels like I’ve been alone for hours. I hear beeping as the clever lock opens. I can hear footsteps, but no one says anything. Then someone enters the room. You don’t say a word. I feel a hand lightly touch my shin and I quiver. The hand runs up the outside of my thigh, up my stomach, between my breasts, curves around my shoulder, and down my arm, grabbing my wrist firmly. I gasp as you tighten the restraint so I’m spread eagle on the bed. You check the tightness of the foot restraint before moving to the other side and repeating. Once I am restrained, I feel your hand on my inner thigh. “Kitten, you naughty slut. Are you wet in anticipation for your punishment?” I simply nod as you inspect my pussy. I let out a moan as you plunge two fingers deep into my cunt. You firmly say, “No, Kitten! Remember that Mistress controls your pleasure.” You remove your hand and spank my pussy 5 times. Your hand leaves a stinging sensation with each hit.

You apply clamps to my nipples and gently give them a tug while I wince. “That’s better. You will learn to be an obedient slut, Kitten.”

“Are you hungry after the flight?” You ask as I feel you climb on top of me and straddle my waist. I nod and say “yes, Mistress.” “Good, Mistress has prepared a special meal for you,” you say as you grind your pussy into my face. I enjoy every second of eating your pussy, my face covered in your cum. “Lick it clean like a good girl, Kitten,” you ensure I know your full expectation of how you should be served.

You stand back up and remove my blindfold so I can see you for the first time. You remove the clamps from my nipples and loosen my restraints. I smile gently at you wondering what’s next. “Kitten, you’ve really disrupted my schedule this week,” you say softly. You continue, “I have a date tonight. We may end up coming back here. I’ve set aside an outfit that I expect you to be wearing when I return. Understood?” I nod and respond “Yes, Mistress.”

You get dressed to go out and look absolutely stunning. I’m sitting on the bed admiring my gorgeous Mistress and you turn to say “Okay, Kitten, I’m leaving now. Remember that if I do return home with a guest, you are to treat them as you would me. Understood?” I once again nod and respond “Yes, Mistress. You look beautiful. I hope you have a nice time.” With that, you give me a quick kiss on the forehead and walk out of the apartment.

I discover my outfit in a bag in the bathroom. It’s a blue leather BDSM harness.

I put on the body harness and return to the bed for a quick nap. I hear the front door a couple hours later and hear you talking to someone else. You call out, “Kitten? We have a guest. Please come to the foyer.” I enter the hallway and see a tall, feminine woman smiling at me and looking me up and down. I am shyly smiling back when you fill me in on the expectations for the night. “Kitten, this is my other sub. She is far more advanced than you so she gets taken out of dates and pleasured regularly. This is what I want for you, but you must first learn respect and obedience. Tonight, we will both be your superiors and I will be fucking her in front of you. Once I release you, you may go to the chaise lounge in the bedroom. You will sit quietly and you will not touch yourself tonight. If you are a good girl, you may get rewarded. Go now, Kitten,” you say as I nod and make my way to the bedroom.

Shortly after, the other woman enters the room completely naked and climbs up on the bed. You walk in wearing a medium sized strap-on and instruct the woman to suck. You grip a handful of her long, brown hair and look over to me as you force her to take the entire dildo down her throat. Once you are satisfied, you tell her to get on all fours. You roughly enter her pussy as she moans and thanks you. You continue staring at me as you fuck her. “Remember, no touching yourself, you dirty whore. Don’t force me to tie you up,” you say to remind me of my responsibilities. The other sub begs for an orgasm and you give her permission as she explodes on your strap. The two of you fuck for over an hour before ending in a soft embrace, cuddling on the bed.

“Kitten, come over here,” you demand. “Use your tongue and clean the cum out of our pussies, Kitten.” I get to work eating both of you out and you both finish with another orgasm. I continue until you are both clean.

“Good girl. You’ve received your first punishment and I hope you’ve learned your lesson. I know what is best for you, but you have to be willing to put in the work. I have decided you deserve a reward for that pussy eating. What do you think your reward should be, Kitten,” you ask me as you gently lead me up lie between the two of you. I respond that I would love permission to cum. You pause for a moment before saying “okay, Kitten, you’ve come all this way. Let’s make a deal. She’s going to eat you out and if you can last 10 minutes without asking to cum, I will give you permission. However, if you do cum without permission, I’m going to teach her how to punish a disobedient slut. Do accept those terms?” “Mistress, I haven’t touched myself in 3 days, I’ll never last 10 minutes,” I reply, begging for you to reconsider. You are harsh in your response, “This isn’t a negotiation, Kitten. You agree or you can spend the rest of your time here without touching yourself.” I needed to cum so I agreed knowing I was also likely to face punishment.

Your other sub lowered herself to my aching pussy and with one lick across my clit, I was moaning. It wasn’t even 3 minutes in when I begged to cum. “Stop,” you instruct the girl who immediately pulls away from my pussy. You instruct her to grab the narrow leather paddle in the tool chest and whip my pussy 7 times for each minute I didn’t last. She was merciless as if she was taking out a former punishment she received on me. “The clock starts over if you choose to continue,” you give me a final offer of pleasure. “Yes, please,” I beg for her to eat me again. 7 minutes in and I can feel my orgasm building. I try to move away from her mouth, but a quick slap to my tits reminds me of my place. “Don’t try to cheat, Kitten. Final warning,” you say with a smirk knowing this is driving me crazy. “9 minutes…” you distribute the time as I struggle to control myself. “Plea…….fuck!” I explode and my legs shake violently. “I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to. Please forgive me, Mistress.” You hand your other sub the strap-on and some lube. “Kitten, I wanted nothing more than for you to get permission to cum. You have disappointed me and now you are going to be punished. Get on all fours,” you instruct me as I’m still quivering from the orgasm. You tie me into the restraints and I feel the tip of the cock against my clit. Your sub rubs the cock up my slit collecting as much juice as she can before she stops at the opening to my ass. She gently pushes in as tears form in my eyes. A few seconds later, she slaps my ass hard and slowly picks up speed. “It’s important for you to remember your place, Kitten. Why are you being fucked in the ass right now,” you ask, fully knowing the answer. I respond saying, “I am being fucked in the ass because I came without permission. My sweet Mistress controls my pleasure and I was disobedient.” The sub continues to fuck and spank my ass until you feel I have understood my wrongdoings.

I’m emotionally drained from my first physical punishment and I curl up on the bed. Your sub spoons behind me and you curl up facing me. We talk through the evenings events and spend the rest of the night cuddling.

NSFW: yes

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