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Part 1:

Following our night together, we were both exhausted and satisfied. Drove her home, went home myself and promptly fell asleep. The next morning we started texting each other. These are the real text exchanges between us the following day.

Me: What a night. You’re truly an amazing woman

Her: I can not stop thinking about it

Me: Same. Can not get your eyes outta my head. The look on your face. Fuck.

Me: How did bf take things

Her: The moment I came through the door he saw me and could tell that I’d just been through something. He said are you ok and I said I think so. I started sort of reliving everything. He said it sounded very hot. But he also was surprised and concerned by how intense I described it

Me: Are you okay?

Her: I think so. I’ve never done anything like that before but I really liked it

Me: It’s very intense, I just hope I didn’t scare you off. I very very much want to see you again

Her: Im still just processing and going over every detail and my heart races

Me: If you need to talk about any part of it, I’m here

Me: And I hope your heart races in a good way

Her: Each time you slapped me it sent me reeling, especially when you covered my mouth and nose immediately after. It’s hard to describe, but feeling the sting in my cheek only to be replaced by lack of air, feeling your strength, instant fear

Her: I was shocked by each slap and how crisp they were

Her: It like knocked any wondered from my head

Her: And then I was there with you in the moment just fucking hypnotized by looking into your eyes

Me: I love the way you describe it. I think I was similarly hypnotized by your eyes, they are still stuck in my mind. For me it was more seeing the fear in you, combined with the lust and excitement. It was like you were absolutely in the moment, fully experiencing every part of it and I was right there with you.

Her: I was fully absorbed in the look I saw in your eyes too. So animalistic. Almost unhinged. So hot

Her: The slap. The suffocation. And then the immediate intense and violent pounding that followed it was deep and felt so good.

We talk back and forth about what we enjoyed, what potential CNC scenarios we would like to try in the future. She tells me more about her relationship with her bf, that she keeps him locked up in a chastity cage, that he enjoys her being dominant with him. We talk more about kinks, I make an offhand joke about putting a baby in her and she responds very well to it. That’s just a kink though, we couldn’t possibly do something that reckless, right?

I begin running with the wondered, just to see where it leads. This girl is beautiful, full on ginger. We click stupidly well. I have a red beard and some gingers in my family. We would definitely have ginger kids. I like that.

A bit more about me, I was previously married and have 2 kids and distribute 50-50 custody with their mother. I love being a dad, and all the time wanted lots of kids. The fact that Holly was receptive, on top of everything else, just checked more and more boxes for me. She actually liked that I have kids and wants kids herself. What a woman.

We talk more about having kids, she tells me she wants “somewhere between 2 and lots of kids”. Huh, me too.

Back to the texts:

Her: Bf insisting that I have his child first before anyone else’s though…

Me: Wonder how he’d react if it happened

Her: If it happened and he knew he’d probably freak and have a major breakdown

Her: My life would quite possibly turn upside down

Me: You’d probably be mad at me if that happened huh

Her: I don’t know if I’d necessarily be mad at you but I’d be upset at myself if it’s something he didn’t want or wasn’t ok with. wish things could be easy

Her: It wouldn’t be your fault unless you literally held me hostage

Me: Yeah I wouldn’t force anything, but I’d be very okay doing it. If something like that happened I wouldn’t just run off, just so you know.

Me: It was all fun and games for him until I actually met up with you, then he realized it could actually happen, huh

Me: Does he know I completely filled up your pussy, or does he still think we used a condom?

Her: He does know you filled me completely

She then described that he had tried to dominate her after hearing about that, and that it just didn’t land well at all. He didn’t have it in him to dominate. She said it felt wrong, and it frustrated her. Instead, she took the reigns, pinned him down and rode him for a short time until he came.

She texted me immediately after telling me what happened, almost laughing at his inability to perform.

It became clear to me that we had blatantly broken one of the rules, gone further than her BF was comfortable with, and there weren’t any consequences.

It’s also becoming clear while writing this out, and reading our old texts, that everything that followed was absolutely inevitable. We were playing with fire, we knew that we were, and we all went ahead anyways.

NSFW: yes

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