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**Trigger Warnings – Sexual Violence/disturbing themes**

This happened no more than a year ago. At the time, I was experiencing my first dose of bi-curiosity. I had been with girls before and I wanted to try experimenting with a man to see if I was into it, so I downloaded Grindr. I hadn’t the app long when I was receiving messages from guys around my area asking to hookup, but they all seemed too pushy for my liking. It wasn’t until around 2-3 days later when I actually got talking to someone who I would consider hooking up with.

So as usual, this guy messaged me. He asked why I was on the app so I told him “look, I’m only on here to experiment. I’m not sure what I like or not yet and I just want to take my time with it”. He said “no problem at all”. As he was in his mid 40’s and I in my early 20’s, he asked if I was okay with older guys. I told him “I’m usually into younger but as I said earlier, I’ve never been with any guys yet to know but I guess if I’m going to experiment, it’d be a good idea to experiment with someone experienced.” He said “how about we get to know each other a bit first so you’ll be more comfortable if we decide to meet up”. I quite liked this idea so I told him a bit about myself and he told me a bit about himself. I told him about my previous experiences with girls and he told me about his previous experiences with men. After about a day of constant chatting, we agreed to meet up the next day at around 11pm because I live with my parents and couldn’t accom and he lived too far away to accom too so he said he knew a quiet spot around my area we could go to in his car and do it there.

The next day came and I was nervous as fuck all day. I spent the day thinking “do I want to do this?” “Should I call it off?” “Nah, I’ll go ahead with it”. At 10pm then he texted me saying he was on the way, to meet him a few blocks away from my house as to not spook my parents. At around 10.50, I left my house and waited at a bus stop a bit away from my house where he picked me up.

At around 5 past 11 he picked me up. When I sat in the car, he shook my hand and said “Nice to meet you”. The first 5 minutes of our drive to his spot was just awkward silence. Then he reached over and started groping my thigh. “I like thick thighs” he said. He thenput his hand under my t-shirt and slowly raised it towards my chest. “Mmmm. I like a man with a hairy chest like yours”. He started rubbing my chest, moaning and groaning. “Mmmm, ohhhh, yeahhhh”. To be honest at this point some of my bi-curiosity had faded away. I was not enjoying it at all. His hands were big and rough unlike the small, soft delicate hands I’m used to.

About 15 minutes later he finally pulled into an old hospital parking lot. It was very quiet there. He wasn’t parked up long before his pants was at his ankles. He then asked me to take off mine so I did. When my pants was down, he gently grabbed my dick and started playing with it. “It’s very squisy” says he as I was soft, and I knew that’s how it was gonna stay too. He ghen grabbed my balls and squeezed them which really hurt and started fondling them. When he was bored of my balls, he pointed at his dick. “Suck it”. This is what I actually wanted to try most and even though I was hating my experience, I wondered “I’ll suck his dick for a few seconds, tell him I’m nog a fan and have him drop me home”. I bent over and put his cock in my mouth and started sucking. It tasted horrible. It was like as if it wasn’t washed for a few days. It tasted like salty fish. I was trying not to throw up. I couldn’t handle it for those few seconds it was in my mouth so I tried to lift my head but he pushed my back down. “I never said stop” he said and he kept pushing my head down whenever I tried to get back up. I almost chocked on his cock twice and I was struggling to hold in my puke. I was just aboug to bite down on his cock when he took out a knife, held it to my throat and demanded I stop struggling or he’d cut my throat and dump my body. I wasn’g ready to die so I just powered through in hopes that after he’s bored of my terrible cocksucking, he’d just let me go but I wondered wrong. Once he was done with getting the worst blowjob of his life, he pulled me up by my hair and demanded I flip over while still holding the knife to me. I knew what he wanted and I really really didn’t want to do it. “Fuck off” i said, slapping the knife out of his hand and opening the door to escape but he pulled me back, flipped me over, positioned himself behind me and held the knife to my throat. “I swear to God” he said “If you fucking struggle I will stane this car in your blood and burn it with you inside it”. He forced his unlubricated cock into my ass hole and started pounding. It hurt so much. I’ve experienced all sorts of pain in my life but this was my least favourite by far. It felt as if I was taking a really big, dry shit in reverse. My eyes were tearing up as my ass was tearing up. I’m not religious but I prayed to a God, if there was one out there for all this to stop. Whatever God heard my prayers, musn’t have heard them until about 15 minutes later because he finally stopped and backed away. When I looked down I could see blood and semen dripping down my leg.

I couldn’t sit properly on the way back. My ass was too sore. He again started feeling my chest and thighs but I was too shook up to do anything about it. When we finally reached the bus stop where he had collected me from, he held the knife to me once again. “I let you off easy” he said “you’re lucky I didn’t kill you the second you sat into my car” and he pushed me out and drove away. I spent the next few days in my bedroom crying, unable to sleep and on the rare occasions I did sleep I had nothing but nightmares about that man. I did learn some valuable lessons that day though. Be careful who you trust and don’t meet up wifh people you speak to on the internet because they may not be the person you think they are.

**This post is FICTION. Nothing about this post is true. It was orignally meant to be posted on one of those horror subs but was removed so I said I’d try post it here since I already had it all written out**

NSFW: yes

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