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[Features: Male to female, body switching, succubus, blowjob, rape]

It was a dark and rainy night. I could feel it seeping through my clothes and flowing down into my boots. My socks were already soaked and every step made a squelching noise. It was coming down hard today.

I was freezing cold, down to my bones. My body was shivering and my mood was low.

But it had nothing to do with the cold or the rain or the dark night.

Death.

I was gonna die soon. Doctors had given me less than a year to live. Cancer, inoperable cancer, surrounding the heart. Even a heart transplant wouldn’t be enough, or so they said. Terminal. Terminal was the word they kept using. Terminal and inoperable. Over and over again.

Why couldn’t they just say it for what it was? All the time the lies. All the time the soft truths. “You have a year left to live.” was sugar coating it. What they really meant was…

“You’re going to die in less than a year.”

Tears streamed down my face, washed away in the rain. It wasn’t fair. I wasn’t rich… but I’d go into any amount of debt to be able to live. I’d become a whore, I’d sell drugs, I might even kill a man. I wasn’t even thirty for fuck’s sake… It wasn’t fair.

There was no one to even blame. It’s not like I smoked or drank or did anything to increase my risk of cancer. I ate alright. I even worked out occasionally. Okay, rarely. At least once or twice a year. My family didn’t even have a history of cancer… until now. The medical industry? They’d already done everything they could. If it was any less developed… I wouldn’t even know. I’d just get sick and die without ever knowing the reason, some time in a year. It might even be sudden, like a heart attack, except my heart fully stops.

No one to blame but a god I didn’t believe in… and bad luck. That’s it… just bad luck.

As water poured down me… I wondered of what I was gonna do. I wasn’t that close with my family, my friends… were good people. I’d… I’d have to say goodbye to them somehow. My… job didn’t matter even a little bit. I didn’t have any communities I was in… so that was it huh. Just, just saying goodbye to my friends and loved ones… and going off to waste away.

“I don’t want to die…” The word slipped out my, breath becoming fog in the cold air.

The worst part was the knowing. I knew I was gonna die. Nothing would stop. Nothing would limit it. It was coming, ever closer. Even aging was starting to be able to be fought off… but not this. This was truly… impossible to beat. Suicide reared it’s head but… but I still didn’t want to die. Dying sooner, taking fate into my own hands… what crap was that? No. I… wanted to live as long as efficient.

I was almost home. I’d walked here over the past hour from the hospitable. The final diagnosis, the final second comment, the final words… they had all been said. My hand reached for the doorknob, opening to my apartment complex. I drudged down the halls silently, warm air greeting my ice cold form. I reached my shitty studio apartment…

Only to hear banging from the inside. I frowned. This was definitely my room. Great… maybe robbers were coming already to finish the job. Or I’d left my computer autoplaying on youtube again. I sighed…

Whatever.

I opened the door, ready to deal with whatever was on the other side, only to stop in surprise. A… floating black orb was in front of me. Squirming around weirdly and erratically. In front of it… was a woman. A very strange woman.

A woman with horns and wings.

“What the fuck…” was all I had time to say before an explosion ripped everything I once knew away.

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Ughhh. I moved my hand up to block the light. It was coming through the window and right into my eyes. I could hear birds chirping and my whole body felt weird and sore. It was way too early for this. I rubbed my eyes but…

Wait a minute…

Hospital. Dark orb. Woman. Explosion.

My eyes shot open as everything poured back into my head. I quickly tried to bolt up, only to nearly crash out of my bed. What, what was going on?! Why did my body feel so-

I gasped. My body… had changed.

I looked down and my eyes nearly shook themselves out of my head. Were those… breasts? …Gigantic, huge breasts? W-What? WHAT? Cautiously, confused, I reached out to grab them and-

“Ah!” I-I-I could feel that. Since w-when, since when do I have breasts?! I shot out of my bed, falling flat onto my face this time, rushing and running to the bathroom. I threw open the door, only for my eyes to go wide the moment I walked in.

Body…. My whole body… was gone. No, different. Changed. I…I… I was a woman. Staring across from me, copying my movements, was a woman with horns and wings. Wearing a pink T-shirt and shorts, with long brown hair and absolutely huge breasts. Reaching up… I grabbed the horns, feeling them in my hands. No, yes, no. Yes. I felt… them in my hands. My new hands. …But I also felt my horns being grabbed.

What on earth was happening? Had I gone insane? Had I died last night all of a sudden… was this some kind of horrible fever dream? My eyes shot open and my breath hitched. Cautiously, horrified, I gently pulled my shorts forward and… and…. Was I wearing panties?! No, no, focus. I pulled them forward too…

Gone. My little man was gone. My dick had disappeared. I… I couldn’t feel it. I couldn’t feel that small weight that was almost unnoticeable. My breath was coming heavy now, which just made it all the more worse. I could feel my breasts moving, my breasts, could feel my wings, horns, my whole body. It all felt so, so, so wrong and alien. I was a man and a human. Not, not whatever this was!

What is going on?!

Suddenly, there was a knock on my door. I nearly leapt out of my skin, my heart was beating so fast. My heart… the knock came again. Right… right… a door. Doors can be knocked on. Knocked on… wait… who would be knocking on my door?

I tried to focus but my mind was like a cracked open egg. Thoughts fell out of it like water in a broken vase. Nothing made sense, I had no idea what was going on, none of this was efficient. Almost mindlessly, I went to the door, opening it.

And my thoughts truly stopped and died right then and there. Ground to a halt and were fed into a blender. Everything suddenly went white and I nearly fainted and slammed onto the floor. My hand reached out, steadying myself, as my mind felt like crying.

The person who had knocked was… me.

I stood on the other side of the door, looking up at me. Smiling.

“Can I come in?” …I said. It, me, said.

It began to walk closer and I stumbled back, a primal fear of the unknown and the desire to cry welling up in me. What… what… what…

I, I, me, closed the door behind him.

“Oof. You don’t look too good. I tried to come back before you woke up but I guess a missed the timing a little bit huh? You doing okay?”

“Who are you?! Who am I?! WHAT IS GOING ON?!” I screamed out, my heart beating, adrenaline flowing, my heart beating so hard. Hard, so hard. I was gonna die, my heart, my heart. Weak heart, poisoned heart, cancered heart. Gonna die, doctors said not to get worked up. I was here, I wasn’t me, I was, I was-

“Whoa, whoa whoa. Take some deep breaths. Calm down. It’s okay. It’s okay. Just relax. I’ll explain everything, don’t worry, so just relax. Okay?”

I did as… I said. Deep, shaky breaths. Slowly, slowly I felt my blood stop racing through me and my heart slow down from insane to mostly typical. I didn’t even look at… me. I couldn’t, I just couldn’t right now. A few more moments passed before I couldn’t hold back anymore. I looked up at myself, practically begging them to make sense out of all of this.

“Look, okay, so, I’ll answer your first three questions. You’re going to probably want to sit down for this.” I looked around, finding my only real chair, and nearly collapsed in it. That sent… a lot of my new body moving and my mind tried to panic again. I could feel… so much. So different. My ass was… my, my tits, my my my my my my,

“Hey hey, stay with me. No panic attacks now. Just take deep breaths and calm down okay? Just relax. It’s going to be okay. Now, listen. No, Jack, focus and listen to my words.”

I looked up, staring at… myself.

“I am Kurvilicazongoatpia, Kurv for short. You… are, well, Jack. As for what is going on… well… we switched bodies.”

Last night. The black orb. The woman, the woman I currently was.

“What?” I said in disbelief.

“Yup. A full change over! It was really hard to do but-”

“You…” I couldn’t believe, I couldn’t believe what my mind was hearing. “You did this on purpose? Who… what… are you?!”

I, no, Kurv in my body smiled.

“Well Jack… I’m a succubus.”

It felt like lightning had struck me multiple times over. The dark orb, waiting in my apartment, the horns, the wings, the body switching. It was all… she was… a Succubus? No… that’s impossible. No, wait, this is all impossible. None of this should be efficient. That didn’t make any sense.

My head hurt. It hurt so bad. My emotions were flayed. Why… why? What?

“Take all the time you need. I get this might be kinda a lot.”

“A LOT?! What?! You… you! What… you! Are! How?! What?! AHHH!”

I screamed, letting out all my frustration. This, this. I practically slammed my hands into my face and my face into my hands. So, much. This, I don’t get it. I don’t figure out what is happening at all. My head hurts so much. My body feels so weird. My body, this isn’t my body. I have breasts, my penis is gone, my hair is different, the shape of my fucking bones are different, my hair is long now, my my my everything is so so so different. Even my hands aren’t my real hands anymore.

I don’t know how long passed, but minutes went by for sure, while my head just tried to… process. Process what, whatever the fuck was going on. Eventually bits of information got ironed out in my head.

Succubus. A… female… sex demon? From hell. Hell.

Hell.

I looked up in fair, seeing a surprised look on my bodies face.

“Am I going to Hell?” my voice practically a whimper.

It all made sense now. I was gonna die… maybe I had died. Maybe the depression had been too much for my heart. Maybe I’d broken and died on that street… and now I was gonna hell. I’d just been a spirit and the succubus had been waiting for me. I… I… was I…

“No no no! Well… I mean… look. You aren’t dead. You aren’t a bad person. The stories up here are full of shit. Just, you are just in my body.” Kurv… seemed like she had more to say but stopped there.

So…

“Why me?” I said.

Why… why me? Why did everything all the time have to happen to me?

“Ah! Finally, we’re getting to the ‘heart’ of the matter.” Kurv chuckled, I didn’t. She coughed. “Look, you were dying. And now you’re not!”

That was one blow too many. My mouth dropped open and my body nearly fell out from under me. It felt like the ground had. I… what? I… I’m not… dying? No… wait… my, my heart…

“This isn’t my heart…” I said in awe.

“Yup!” Kurv said and then winked at me.

A second chance. A… second chance. I’d have done anything for it… and now I have it. I stared in shock and awe, looking at my old body. My old dying body. No… no way. I… get to… to live? Tears began to fall from my eyes.

“H-Hey, it’s okay, it’s-”

“I…. I can live. I… I get to live.” My words came out as choked sobs. Death… Death…. Death no more. I can, I get to live. I was gonna live!

I cried. I bawled like a baby. I don’t know how long I cried, I didn’t care, my emotions wracked me like oceans and my body shook like a leaf in the wind, tears streaming down my face. Who cares… about anything else. Fuck it all. I don’t care, I don’t care! I get to live!

By the time I slowly stopped crying, my face was a mess. I felt something press up and rub against me.

“There there. It’s okay.” Kurv said in front of me. She eventually stopped, throwing the rag away. “Better?”

I didn’t trust myself to speak, so I just nodded.

“Okay, great! Now… listen. It’s not all sunshines and roses you know? I’m glad you’re happy, that makes this a lot easier! But uh… well… there’s some bad news too.”

My heart clenched but the smile never left my face. Who cares? I’d do… anything to keep being alive.

“Okay so first. I’m a succubus. A succubus. Do you understand what that means?” I looked at her and shook my head. No, no how could I really know what that means? I didn’t even think demons were real. Wait, does that mean there’s a-

“So! Nothing about the religion you know is even remotely true. Well, the most popular one anyway. Some old ones and a few others got it more than right. But uh, that’s not important right now! All you need to know that ‘Hell’ is real. And demons have to go back there, sooner or later.” She looked at me pointedly.

My eyes widened.

“I’m-”

“Yes, sorry, but also no! You are going to hell… and will spend most of your time there! But, but, but, it’s really not so bad if you’re a demon! It’s mostly just like up here… kinda, sorta. Look, you can have my old house, and unlike this place it is a house, and I even made sure to get the latest game system and T.V. and stuff for you! That stuff is really expensive hell, so be a little thankful okay? I went out of my way here!”

“Thank you.” She and I both paused at my voice. At pure amount… emotion in it. But, no matter what, angel or demon, god or lucifer… she saved me. Without her… I’d be dead and dying. Rotting away in a body that was gonna die. She saved me.

“Thank you… so much.” I felt tears start to form in my eyes.

“Uh, uh, yeah, wait, no, hold on! Look…. There’s some more bad news I have to tell you so calm down okay?!”

I nodded, choking back a sob.

“Look, I’ll just get to it. You can’t come back. You can’t really ‘talk’ to most mortals up here. Your life here is over. And that’s just the first part of bad news. Okay?”

I nodded.

“No. I want you to calm down a bit and really understand it. Think it through. You’re going to be stuck in Hell forever.”

I took a deep, steadying breath, and did as… she? Said. Hell… but no matter what, my thoughts just kept turning back to the fact that I was alive. I tried to take it seriously, but I couldn’t. I’d already mentally prepared myself to give up… everything. My friends, my distant family, everyone I knew, my whole life, my whole existence. Giving up only some of that, to be able to live? I could only be happy with the outcome.

“Alright then. So… like a bandaid I guess. I’ve beaten around the bush enough. The next thing is… well… allsuccubuseshavetoservicemortals.” She said that last part in a rush.

“What?” I said.

She sighed. “Look, it’s, sex. Sex sex sex. Sex demons have sex. All the time. We gotta, you know, it’s how we survive. Old men, young women, college dorms with frat guys, ‘gay’ guys wanting to ‘try it once’, blah blah blah. Anyone that figures out how to summon a demon, well, we go there. It’s… frequent enough too. Has to be, otherwise, well, you’re kaput.”

“Wait.” My eyes shook, my mind disbelieving the words. “You’re… saying… I have to…”

“Have lots and loads of sex with literally anyone that summons you, yes. Not just to survive. You literally have to do anything you’re summoner asks of you. Magically. Like, your body will do it even without your consent if you resist. Well… within a few limits but that’s mostly self harm and harming others stuff. So… if you want to survive… that’s what ya gotta deal with. It’s nothing to me or most demons but I hear humans can be a little touchy about-”

“Rape. You’re talking about rape. You’re saying that I need to be raped… constantly… if I want to live?” My own words shocked me, my mind shocked, everything shocked me. I felt numb. Too much, too hard, too fast.

“Uhhh, I wouldn’t really call it that. Right? I mean uh, it’ll feel good? And taste good too! Oh, that’s some of the best part actually! So, don’t worry, I promise you’ll get around to liking it… eventually!”

I felt sick to my stomach on top of confused now. This… this… focus. Focus. Focus. Live again. To live again, sex with strangers. I… I did say I’d become a whore in order to live again… This…

I grit my teeth and curled my hands into fists. Of course there was a catch like this. I, I was a woman too! I, this, I-I I had a…

“So, uh! So… so so so so.” Kurv said, seeming nervous. “So… you know… given that and human uh delicate sensibilities… I thought I’d, you know, give you a… choice.” She practically bit down on the last word.

“A choice?”

“Yup, a choice… see… you didn’t ask for this. I kinda did a little tricky trick that took some time. You were just a lucky candidate to be honest. But! But! Don’t think you were totally random. I needed a human, that was, well, going to die. Preferably from cancer. Good ole succubus souls’ don’t quite work as good on bullet wounds as they do on cancer.” She laughed, half heartedly. I stared at her, not understanding. She scratched… my face… noticeably nervous.

“So, look, if you… want to swap back… we can do that.”

I blinked. I could swap back? But…

“I would die.”

Kurv nodded. “Yes. You would die.”

“No.”

Kurv blinked at me.

“Um, are you sure or…?”

“No.”

No matter what… I wasn’t gonna die. Not like that. I don’t care what I have to go through… I wasn’t gonna die!

Kurv smiled wide. “Well, that’s great! So! I’ve been really pushing it here but thank god you agreed. So, enjoy your rest in hell! It should only be like uh, a few days till your summoned? You’d be surprised how many humans know a bit about demons and magic by pure chance!”

Wait, what.

Before I could even blink, a hole opened underneath me and my chair, and I felt myself falling into it.

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A clock ticked by. It was an old grandfather clock, with a swinging pendulum. It seemed to be in great shape, hardly any dust or anything on it. I greatly liked this clock. It was fun.

It wasn’t the only fun thing around though.

It had been a few days since I’d been almost literally dropped into hell. I’d screamed, cried, yelled, and done damn near everything someone would have when having multiple breakdowns. It was just a lot, you know? I get to live. But I’m stuck as a woman…. In hell… as a succubus that has to be raped by people…

Trade off’s I suppose. But really… hell truly wasn’t that bad. I hadn’t gone outside, the sky was red and the earth was black like obsidian. If I opened a window, sounds could be heard and I didn’t know if those were screams of pleasure or pain filtering in.

I left the windows closed.

But the house was great! It was an actual house, a full house. It had a bunch of interesting things and just like Kurv has said, she had the latest technology all set up. I had absolutely no idea how she managed to get wifi working from hell itself but she did. Whatever the reason she wanted to take my body and go live as a human… well… I could think of many reasons really. Either way, she’d done right by me. She’d saved my life, explained everything to me, given me a choice, and set up everything I’d need. There was food in the kitchen… and some very… suspicious clear bottles with white liquid in them.

I didn’t think they were milk.

I’d spent most of my time just playing games and browsing the internet. It wasn’t the internet I knew. It seemed to be hell specific and was… well, pretty limited. But it was also really fascinating. There was a Helltube and it had videos, shitty, shitty videos, from all the nine circles of hell. What I’d consider porn right next to stuff I’d consider… things that should never be watched or seen by the eyes of a mortal creature. I was very, very happy with my decision to not go outside or leave the house.

I’d probably get tired of it eventually, get a little stifled but for now, everything was fantastic. Games, movies, a whole different section of entertainment, I’d even taken up all the things I’d wanted to do in life, like knitting! Well, kinda. I wasn’t very good at it yet but Kurv truly had prepared damn near everything I could need or want.

The only problem though… I was getting tired.

Really… really tired.

Weaker every day. I could feel it… like I was starving. Sooner or later, I’d have to crack open those containers in the fridge. But even then… well, if I just had to do that forever, Kurv probably wouldn’t have warned me right? Say what you want about Hell, it was organized. I had this calendar, no idea how it worked, but there were plenty of days marked on it. Days that seemed to auto update somehow. Figures Hell would have magic.

Today was the day. The day that was marked. I knew what that meant. I felt… I felt scared. Really, really scared. I had mostly been ignoring my body this whole time but it was damn near impossible. Every time I showered, every time I slept, every time I moved. Female. It felt so wrong to be missing my penis. So weird to have breasts and a big ass and a completely smooth figure. The horns and wings only added to the absolute weirdness. I was a stranger in a borrowed body.

But this body would live. That’s what I had to tell myself. It’s what made everything okay.

But now… now I was gonna… do something. Be summoned by someone on earth and have to…

I gulped. Today was the day. And… I didn’t know when. It’s not like Hell a day or night… cy….cle….

I blinked, looking around me. I wasn’t in hell. I wasn’t sitting on a really fancy couch, staring at a calendar across from me and furtively glancing at an alarm clock like it had the answers. I wasn’t ignoring the screams of sex and the tortured making its way into the house or trying to ignore the fear and horror in my gut at the idea of having to be fucked by a man while I was a woman and, almost more importantly, not gay.

I was standing in the middle of a room, a young man that barely looked twenty staring back at me in shock and horror. He looked pretty average. Brown hair, caucasian, a little bit short, glasses, noticeably only his boxers. It seemed to be night outside the window.

“Oh fuck oh shit oh fuck oh shit.” He said, a stream of curses falling out his mouth. His eyes were wide and he looked shocked.

I looked down and saw I was in a circle. A circle made from chalk, that looked really vaguely like a pentagram. It was times like these I wish I had asked more questions. Like… how do I get back and when can I leave? If I knew how, I’d probably already be gone.

I stared up at the random guy, taking a deep breath. This… this was the man I was gonna have to have sex with. I can do this, I can do this, I can do this. Just… close my eyes and let it happen and then I get to live and go back to Hell and relax. I can do this. I can do this.

“Hello.” I said, trying to smile. I don’t think it worked.

“This… you… it worked?!” The man practically screamed at me, eyes still wide with terror. “Oh fuck oh fuck oh fuck. You’re a demon!”

I had no idea what to say to that. I mean… was I? Yes, technically. Besides having to become one to save my life, it didn’t feel very essential though…

Gods, this is so freaking awkward. What on earth am I even supposed to say?!

“Y-Yes?” I said, with almost no confidence.

“You’re a… you’re a…. Oh wow.” He said, staring directly at my tits.

Now I was feeling extremely uncomfortable. This was the first guy to see me since I changed into this. I could practically see his lust rising as he realized what he’d summoned. I can do this. I can do this. I can do this. Oh god, I really can see his lust rising. That was definitely an erection in his boxers. I can do this, I can do this, I can do this.

“Why… have you summoned me?” I asked. It… was honestly the only thing I could think of to say, whenever I was summoned. After three days, it had been my best bet. Just… go straight to company. That was probably the best move… right?

“Why I… what? You’re… how… you’re really a succubus right?!” He asked, seeming to look at me in awe now. I swallowed my discomfort at his gaze, trying not to fidget.

“Y-Yes. I am.” Short, simple. Keep it simple. Just, just go along with the flow. Go along with the flow and soon we’ll be back in Hell. God… when did Hell become a comforting thing to return to. …Probably around the same time I got a free house there.

“Wait, wait wait wait. If you’re a succubus…” His eyes opened wide with realization. “Then according to the book…” He said in a near whisper. He swallowed, took a deep breath, and began trying to talk like he was some powerful wizard or king from a story book.

“Demon! I have summoned you… so you have to obey me!” He said, putting on a face so serious that it looked ridiculous. I didn’t feel like laughing however. What was I supposed to say now?! Come on brain, think! Think! Uhh…

“Why… have you summoned me?” I repeated. Brain! Why?! Don’t just repeat the same lines over and over like a broken robot! Come on!

“As your master, I order you to suck my dick!” The guy practically screamed out, looking at me… expectation. I looked at him with fear.

What?! Wait… this is… better? That’ll work right? I don’t need to have ‘sex’ sex with him right? This should be fine…

What am I saying?! Now I have to suck someone’s dick! That might be better but I still have to suck a dick! UGH!

“O-Of course.” I managed to squeeze out.

We can do this, we can do this, we can do this!

He smiled wide and pulled down his only piece of clothing, his boxers. His erect dick met the air and-

Why! It’s so hairy! I mean, all crotches are hairy and it’s like extra hairy but, but, come on! That’s, that’s going into my mouth? Oh god, I can do this. I can do this. I can’t do this. I can’t do this. I absolutely cannot do this. Nope, nope, nope nope nope nope. That’s way too gross. Nope!

The second I had those thoughts though… I felt my body burn in an odd way. It wasn’t painful but it felt like my muscles were losing control. No… like my muscles were losing my control. Was this… magic? Wait, no, stop! Don’t, don’t force me to do it! I’ll do it! I’ll do it!

As my thoughts changed, the magic began to go away… but not entirely. It was still there, still burning, still slowly building. I gulped. I… I really was gonna have to do this.

“D-Demon?” The man, the stranger, the person I don’t even the name of called out. He was standing, boxers around his ankles, dick erect, and pointing at the sky like was triumphant. But all of that false bravado started to leak out as nothing happened and he just stood there, with me unmoving.

I didn’t even bother trying to smile. It wouldn’t have remotely been close to one. Instead, I took a breath and walked towards him. He seemed nervous too, just a bit, but mostly really, really excited. No wonder. He probably never wondered this would work in a million years but was probably desperate enough to try anyway. He must feel like he’s in a dream.

While I’m in a nightmare.

I got on my knees, putting my face near it and-

Jesus Christ! It’s so big! Are all dicks this big up close like this?! Oh god, oh god no. I, I have to do this. I have to do this. I have to do this. I have to do this. Come on Jack, we can do this. It’s just, it’s just a dick. Just a, a long thing. Yeah, yeah that’s it! Just a weird long thing. We just put it in our mouth, move a little, and boom, we’re done!

I didn’t dare look up, I just know that guy was staring down at me, waiting.

I opened my mouth, praying for something to save me, and then… moved forward. I felt the dick enter my mouth, my lips wrap around it. I wanted to rip my face off it but I pushed through the disgust. Just, just a long thing. Not a dick, just, just a thing. It felt… weird. There wasn’t any taste per se… but it certainly had a texture. Smooth and weird and fleshy. Oh god, I could feel it twitching in my mouth…

I pushed a little more… then pulled back, my lips gliding over it, my saliva slowly coating it. Now it was just like some weird wet tube I was going over. It’s just a dick- no. No, don’t think of it as one. That way lies madness. Come on, we can-

UGH! He, did he cum in my mouth?! Wait, no, it’s just… pre-cum. I can taste or mostly feel the small amounts of it leaking out, falling onto my tongue. Ew ew ew ew ew. Slowly, alright, slowly. We can do this. Just, ignore it. So, so what if there’s… that. Just a long, wet cylinder. Who cares if I can hear heavy breathing and soft grunts above me? Just… focus.

The seconds felt like days and years as I continued to wrap my lips around his shaft, slowly pleasuring him. It wasn’t… pleasant. It was gross, so, so gross. He was clean, the taste was barely there, but it still felt so gross. A small part of me said it was a good thing it was only gross to me, considering I was straight, but I shut that part down. Silver linings could wait till afterwards!

Then something horrible happened.

I felt the man grab me, his hands… his hands gripped the back of my head. My breath caught and suddenly something I had been trying to ignore rammed it’s way into my mind. I was… being intimate with a man. Not just sucking on some cylinder, there a man above me, able to do whatever he wanted to me, and we were currently having sex. Those hands grabbing me, his fingers on the back of my head, they made everything so more… intimate. So more intense. I suddenly felt a lot more vulnerable.

Then it got worse.

“D-Deeper.” The man called out, in a breathless voice. It made me wince, hearing how… good he was feeling. Then the word caught up to my brain.

Deeper?! You want me to…

I felt his hands gently start to push me forward. The… thing… had only been a little bit into my mouth. I had been hoping to get away with that. I didn’t want it any deeper. Grimacing, slowly, I moved forward, feeling the thing go over my tongue, further into my mouth. All the while pouring out and leaking pre-cum all over it. Ughhhh.

I practically shivered in disgust.

But my eyes widened as the hands didn’t stop pushing even at halfway. Hey! Hey! What, what do you think you’re doing?! This is okay! This is fine! Stop!

“D-De-Deeper” He called out again, voice breathy.

No… no no no! Come on! You want me to… do that?!

The magic began to flare up in my body. Shut up stupid magic! I get it, I get it! Forcing myself, I pushed… deeper. I could feel his dick in my mouth, going farther and farther down. I felt it touch the back of my throat but the magic still flared. I knew what he wanted after all… but I really didn’t want to.

I pushed into his hairy bush, hair meeting my lips and face, as I went all the way down, his dick going a bit into my throat. Oh my god. This is… disgusting. I can feel his hair on my face. I can feel his dick all the way inside me. I gagged. It had absolutely nothing to do with my non-existent gag reflex. But I still begin gagging. Ew ew ew ew ew! Gross! Get it out of me!

I felt a small thing of ‘force’ hit my face. It took me a second to realize what was going on. The man was slightly thrusting in and out of my mouth! I… I am not a-! UGH!

Slowly, awfully, I pulled back, wetting the whole thing as I did so. The fact that I was sucking on a penis couldn’t be ignored now. Just, just hurry up and cum already! I pulled back, but didn’t even make it halfway, before I felt that ‘gentle pushing’ again.

Forced to deepthroat him, I continued. It felt like an eternity. Down, up, down, up. Over and over again. The dick get wetter and wetter, but I could feel it twitch in my mouth and brush against my throat every time. Could feel the hair as I pushed towards his base and kissed it with my lips. The pure amount of heat that was coming off his body and dick now, like I’d swallowed something hot. I’d probably have rather eaten… literally anything else. When I noticed his balls touching my chin, I nearly lost it right then and there and just gave up.

But I did it. I persevered. The minutes kept passing, the heat got higher, the sounds from above turning into outright moans that made me feel extremely uncomfortable. Especially with the hands still behind my head. I was pleasuring a man. Making him feel amazing. I would know, I’d gotten my dick sucked before. Being on this side of it was awful but… almost worse was knowing how he felt. It made me so… weirdly uncomfortable to know just how much joy and pleasure I was bringing this random man.

Still… I’d keep going. I’d do this as long as I have t-

I nearly puked, as my eyes widened as a strange liquid exploded my mouth. It raced down my gullet as the man gripped me, hard, forcing me all the way down onto his cock. I could do nothing, not even cough it out, as the liquid skipped my mouth completely for the most part and hit my stomach and throat. The taste, the consistency, the texture… it was only by magic that I didn’t puke. It was like my body refused to give up the cum. I could feel my body growing stronger. The weakness and tiredness that was there was gone, but it came at such a price.

It wasn’t quick. I all the time felt cumming was quick. But it was at least a half minute or so of him holding me still, splurting into my mouth in little and big twitches, pouring cum inside me. After that, he still held on, pressing down, seeming to steady himself. I could hear a shaky breath and finally his grip released. I pulled back off immediately, coughing, splurting, retching.

Oh god, get it out! So… gross! Get it out!

I held my throat but my body refused, no matter how much I wanted it out. Oh god, only a little got on my tongue but it feels like it’s fucking stuck there. Like I swallowed salty, sticky slime! This is cum?! What do you mean ‘it tastes good’?! Maybe if you enjoy salt packets coated in fucking raw egg! And the smell! It has such a fucking thick smell and that smell is coming from my mouth! People enjoy this?!

My gagging continued, as the man looked on, bewildered.

“Uh, uh, d-demon?”

I was about to say something, but I had no idea what. But at that point, I felt it. I felt the ‘call’ from hell. That I could withstand for a while but that I could actually go back if I wanted to, right now. I didn’t even hesitate, I immediately slammed that metaphysical button.

The following hours involved mouthwash, a toothbrush, some alcohol I found, and a few showers because I felt unclean. When it was all finally said and done, I looked into the mirror. The mirror in hell. The mirror in hell, from where a woman’s face stared back at me.

I’d have to do that, and worse, constantly. Maybe forever, or at least until I died. Blowjobs… were the easy part I reminded myself. Everything would either be just as bad, or much worse. I shivered. I’d have to do it all in a body that wasn’t mine. In a gender I didn’t feel that great being. Forced to do whatever was told of me. A life full of temporary moments of rape and slavery.

But I’d get to live.

“Worth it.” I said, nodding to myself.

[Read more at /r/WarixViviana. Commissions available! Including additional parts for this!]

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