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So I’ve (M28)at all times wondered I was straight but browsing reddit has built me think I’m pansexual. I have no interest in dating a guy but some cocks and even guys bodies have been turning me on.

Well because of this I started chatting with guys on reddit and then kik. Role play, asking what makes other guys curious etc. Well I was told about the cruising site sniffies (if you are unfamiliar you can see others using it in your area via GPS and message to meet up discreetly).

Well it peeked my interest and after awhile of just looking I decided to make a account and post my kik. I got a few interests. One in particular guy (M30) seemed chill and sent me se pics. He was a muscular bear type with some body hair that really turned me on. We chatted for awhile and I decided to meet at his place to feel things out, not necessarily even do anything cause I was still trying to figure things out.

So I go to his place and we chill on the couch for a bit and I was nervous af cause I was in a relationship, but had to find this side of me to know if I really was pan or just wondered so. After about 10 min of chatting on the couch he told me I could take my pants off if I wanted, and I did want to. Now I’m in my briefs and he reaches over and started rubbing my cock and I don’t think I’ve ever gotten hard so fast. I could see his bulge through his pants so I stared rubbing it and could tell he was about as big as me (6.5″). He kissed me and it was kinda weird to kiss a guy especially with a beard but I was so turned on we started to full on make-out real quick. He said we should go to the bedroom so I got up and followed him.

We got to the bedroom and he stated taking his clothes off so I stripped down too. We kissed more while standing naked. I could feel his cock against mine and got so much more turned on. I could feel one or both of our precum. We got on his bed and he started to suck me off. It felt amazing, like easily the best head I’ve ever had. No woman has ever fit my whole cock in their mouth even though I’m just above average, but he was putting it in his throat and I was loving every second. He sucked me off for a few minutes and I couldn’t take it anymore. I wanted to taste his cock.

I pushed him over and went down kissing his chest as i went. He was leaking precum when I put his cock in my mouth. I remember it tasting salty but not too bad. Honestly I liked it and started sucking him. I was licking his balls and his shaft and shoving his cock in my mouth as far as I could until it was starting to hit my throat. I loved all of it. He then put me on my back again and started to make out with me while holding my wrists down. I’ve at all times been the dominant type so this was very new to me, but this is what I wanted to try. Feeling submissive to a man and his cock. He pushed his knees up to my thighs so my legs opened and I felt his cock brush against my asshole. Even though it was brief it felt really good. I’ve used butt plugs but the feeling of skin was so much better. I sort of wanted him to fuck me but he continued sucking me more. This time I was so beyond turned on he was able to make me cum. I came SO much and he swallowed all of it.

I started sucking him again because I wanted to return the favor. This was the first time I’d sucked cock so idk how good I was but even though he was moaning, he wasn’t cumming. After a couple minutes the post nut clarity and guilt fell in and we stopped. He finished himself off and i left. Later messaged me saying that was fun. I agreed but said it couldn’t happen again cause I don’t like the idea of cheating, but I had to know this about myself. He gave me his number and said to hit him up for more discreet fun, but I didn’t take it down cause I didn’t want the temptation.

Ever since that, whenever I get horny my mind keeps gonna how amazing it would feel to let him fuck me, then fuck him. I want to know what it feels like to have a cock fill me up but I know I cannot cheat again. But I have definitely gone back on sniffies and saw him on too (cause of the GPS I know when his account is active). I have been tempted to message when I’m horny him to see if he wants to fuck each other, but I know the guilt would eat me alive.

Now I now I’m sure sure pansexual but I cannot explore it other than porn and online.

Completely true. Glad to confess it to yall.

NSFW: yes

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