[ad_1]

Some background on me before I begin – I have been in two serious relationships, one of them being over four years long, and I have lost count of how many people I had sex with in my life. Been single for a few years – my standards for falling in love are high, to my detriment, so I got stuck being a loveless guy who has occasional sex with girls I meet online. But tinder sex doesn’t do it for me anymore (I feel like shit after), and reddit sex is even worse.
I asked my FWB that we stop having sex and decided from now on to only have sex to people I am truly attracted to so I stop feeling like shit after. Of course due to my high standards this meant that I will go months or years without finding anyone I would like to have sex with – that choice came with the absolute horniness that is common when you have no prospect of having sex, so I had to discover innovative methods to mix things up a bit.

Two years ago I got myself an HTC vive just to get into VR. Other than movies and gaming, of course I all the time thought if VR porn is good. So eventually I tried VR porn, and it was pretty good.
Recently I got myself a fleshlight (another thing I all the time wanted to try). I used it, and it was also pretty good.
Then a few days ago it clicked. What if I combined those two things – I could secure the fleshlight to the bed with some pillows or blankets bunched up together, put on a missionary VR porn and fuck the fleshlight while watching the VR porn. The idea sounded great in my head. And it was.
So I bought this VR porn clip of this really cute girl, pretending to get fucked in missionary. There’s no one else in the video, she’s clearly just pretending to be fucked but I guess it’s one of the few missionary clips of VR porn you can discover – due to the nature of recording this type of porn and not being able to move the camera much, most VR porn only has positions where the girl does all the action like cowgirl – the guy all the time has to be still.
So I set everything up and fucked the shit out of the fleshlight while on VR. It’s not exactly the same thing as real sex, but when you get into it and suspend your disbelief, it feels super real. I came together with the girl in the video and I was really deep inside the fleshlight… Barring a few girls whom I had truly amazing chesmitry with, the orgasm with the VR + fleshlight was one of the best I ever had in my life, which is really weird to say.
I couldn’t stop thinking about how it is the first time in history we are able to do such a thing. To simulate sex without having to just use our hands and imaginations. We have materials that simulate the softness of human flesh, and technologies that simulate being with someone that’s really not there. I guess in my endless loneliness caused by my aforementioned choices, for a brief moment, I felt loved by this recording of this one girl pretending to be fucked in her room and saying “I love you” to her camera, making “eye contact” with me. That gave me extreme dystopian blade runner-esque vibes and I don’t know how to feel about it.
And with the advances of AI and other VR technologies, this shit will only get crazier. And god, I need to lower my incredibly high standards.

NSFW: yes

[ad_2]