[ad_1]

Im an addict porn since early 17 yo
And it leads to having go to some “happy ending” massage and eventually to book some outcalling hooker..

Everytime I struggle, this cycle has been repeated

There is a real life issue situation – watch porn – having sex with sex worker – feeling guilty and repent

And it started again

Any some people in here having some struggle experience in this area?

And recently when im trying to order some sex worker, i just cannot feeling anything, and talk about this confesion to the sex worker and she want to talk it by meeting

But im to affraid to have this cycle repeat, so i decided to not meeting her and asking some point of view about this situation on sex worker side

I know it’s sounds really ridiculous about asking this confesion, but i think she also feeling the same things since her client only want to have sex with her..

And at the and of all, both of client and sex worker is ruinned inside, am i wrong?

If there is some story and experience related to this area, i would like to hear yours and what should i do when the urge come and come..

I feel to weak to handle by my self, so i decided to ask people and still feeling awkward and shame asking this..

NSFW: yes

[ad_2]