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Sex has felt so vanilla lately.
Every time I feel like I spice up my sex life with a new position or toy or roleplay or whatnot, it feels as if I get tired of it faster and faster. Being carried and fucked was a thrill, but eventually just became another position. That rose vibrator that kept getting advertised to me just sucked altogether. (and not in a good way!!)
You get the point.
However recently, when one of my usual hookups was over, I was feeling especially kinky. He already had my hair wrapped around his hand and was slapping my ass bright pink, but I needed more.
“Call me some fucking names.”
It just fell out of my mouth. Too much porn I guess.
He stumbled for a second but soon regained his composure and tried some names on for size.
“Fucking bitch” was too mean.
“Fucking slut” was too vanilla.
“You like that, you stupid fuckdoll?”
Whoa. Some important context here: I’m an activist by daylight. I advocate very strongly for women’s rights, and don’t tolerate even slightly misogynistic comments from my guy friends and family.
However.
This just awakened something in me. I felt him recoil when he said it, immediately moving to apologize by removing his hand from my ass. I reached back, grabbed his hand, and put it right on my asshole.
“Keep going please sir?”
It took him another moment to recollect and process what happened, but he quickly started back up. He started to finger my asshole while he pounded me, and the names didn’t stop improving at any point through the night. “fuck meat…set of holes…breeding cow…” it was getting me wet beyond belief, half of the reason being because I felt so guilty for finding it hot. Eventually I got so overwhelmed that I couldn’t tell him to keep calling me names, and I didn’t have the energy to reach back and protect my already bright scarlet ass cheeks from getting spanked any harder. He pulled back on my hair when I tried to lower my head in bliss, so he was in complete control of my body.
For someone that likes to dominate my sexual sessions, being fully at the mercy of a man who was treating me like an inferior was a completely new experience. I fucking loved being treated like a brainless whore.
I want to explore this kink some more. I’ve already written on my body for men online, and I’m becoming more active in subs that utilize this kink. I want to give myself fully to it. I want my feminist pussy to be abused by dozens of men that see me as less than worthless, hopefully at the same time. I just cannot stop fantasizing about it ?
NSFW: yes
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