Jacobs’ P.O.V~

My girlfriend whom I’ve been living with for the past few months has been cheating on me. I recently found her little secret, tho I managed to hide this acknowledgement of her secret from her. I loved her dearly, but I guess she didn’t!

I’d occasionally follow her to her other lovers’ house, my car on stand, outside. I’d call her, asking where is she, but her repeating answers were, either busy with some college work or with her friends.

One day, tired from all the acting and hurt, I decided to take a little help from alcohol. I got so drunk that didn’t realize driving and ended up at Y/NS’ house. I remember dragging my body from my car and ringing her doorbell when she suddenly unbolted the door.

Y/NS’ P.O.V~

“What the hell, what are you doing here and in this state?” I almost shouted, seeing him unstable on his own feet, reeking of alcohol. My heart stopped a little seeing this state.

“I don’t know, I just didn’t have any place to go!” Listening to him talk this way, explained a lot to me but not the reason and I asked about his girlfriend. “Where is your girlfriend?”

“With her lover, silly, of course!” He chuckled, saying such a weird thing.

“What, what lover?” Before I could do anything, he snatched himself away from me, falling to his knees, huddling by my bed as he cried softly. I was scared by now, what has happened to him, why is he behaving this way? My mind couldn’t build a specific reason for this behaviour.

Forgetting, what was wrong and what was not, I tried consoling him, letting him cry as much as wants. “Can you tell me, what happened?” With a long gasp, he glared at me, with his teary eyes, finding a way to pronounce his words.

He cried and cried, telling me about a betrayal he’s got from her girlfriend, and all I could do was let him cry. His head softly rested on my shoulder as he held my hand, searching for comfort.

He asked why did she do that, “why she needed another man?”

“It’s okay, Jack, sometimes people do things, that can hurt someone else!”

“No, Y/N, maybe I’m not enough, maybe I’m not perfect and maybe I’m not worth it!” His rantings continued, saying a lot of things, blaming himself for her act. The moment he said, he can not be loved, no one can love him, that he was not worth it, I lost it.

Jacobs’ P.O.V~

She jerked my whole body, making me look her in the eyes, as she spoke, “You’re perfect, okay, you don’t need anyone’s approval of your worth, alright!”

“Then why did she do that?” As soon as she heard me, she left my arms, standing.

I could sense anger in her tone, as she spoke, “It doesn’t matter if just one woman doesn’t want you, there are plenty who wants you, she can’t see the good in you, why don’t you understand that?” I noticed her hiding her face while talking, I again, picked my drunk body off of the floor.

“Why are you getting angry Y/N, it’s true, no one wants me, you’re talking about the ones who do, I can’t see them Y/n, I can’t!”

“You need to have a clear vision for that,” she added, “just calm down for now!”

“No, I don’t want to! I’m worthless, I’m no good, maybe that’s the reason she left.” I was nearly shouting, sobbing tears, and shocked when she suddenly kissed me.

The kiss stopped me and calmed my overflowing emotions, and then she released my face from her palms, “I guess, now you know, sorry!” Finding words, she added, “Stop thinking about anything, and you can sleep here tonight! I’ll manage the beds.”

My heart almost stopped, when she kissed me, she tried ignoring the chat we were gonna have because of the kiss. Almost exiting the door when I pulled her in for a kiss. I still can not figure out, why did I do that, but the way she looked at me, and the way she kissed me, made me do it.

Suddenly, she pulled herself away from me, asking, “Why?” I saw the shock in her eyes.

‘You did it first,”

“It –it was a mistake “

“Please don’t tell me you didn’t mean it, because I did!”

“How can you? Even if I did, how can you? You’re crying for another woman, in my bedroom, and after kissing me, you mean it, then why cry for another woman?”

JACOB ~

I need to tell her the truth now, somehow, I was sobered up, “I don’t know how to tell you this Y/N.”

“I’ve at all times liked you, since college, but I didn’t dare to tell you that!” I spoke, releasing her from my arm, “I wanted to comfort you after your breakup, but how could I? I changed the person I loved, into another woman, but I… I couldn’t stop loving you. I waited for you to show some signs, but you didn’t, and that’s when I realized, I was not the one for you.”

Right after, I confronted her, I felt her hands on my cheeks, caressing me. Her eyes spoke enough, encouraging a kiss we shared. Her actions shocked me, making my body move on its own.

Her lips moved away as her hands pushed me on the bed, on her small and cosy bed. Her eyes never left mine, climbing on top of me, without any further talk, my shirt was on the floor. Her piercing eyes gave me a strange feeling, “you don’t have to do this for me, you might be doing this out of courtesy but I–I”

“Who said it doesn’t mean anything to me? You have to know a lot but shut up for now.” her lips glided on my neck as she added, “I’m doing this for myself.” Moving further on my chest, “I’ve wanted you for so long.”

I felt it on my cheek, “So, I’m not going to lose this chance for,” her soft breath hitting my earlobe, “anything or anyone.”

“As long as you want this, I don’t mind anything, I imagined–” hushing me, her finger on my lips, stopped me from talking further. “Let me concentrate.. and love you.”

She was always the dominant one and I liked it, I always wanted her to do things for me. I wanted to lose control in front of her, get resisted, punished, and tortured by her. But I couldn’t find this satisfaction in my relationship.

“You won’t mind if I left any marks on you, right?” I just nodded before seeing her take her clothes off, taking my pants off in the process. Her lips entrailed on my thighs, as she glided her hands on my chest, biting my skin gently.

“I’ve at all times wanted to mark you mine, but you were so innocent for me, I wondered….. I would ruin you, I wasn’t the best for you. You’re sweet Jack, you’re an angel.. and I don’t want to hurt you and whoever comes close to me, gets hurt…. but I never wanted all the pain for you. You don’t deserve that… you deserve all the love in this world.”

Her words moved along with her hands on my body, nails digging into my skin, biting every possible place and leaving her traces on me.

“Please, love me right, love me more!” I begged, moaning under her touch, her hands slowly moving down on me, the soft breeze hitting me, out from the window. Her fingers teasing my growing shaft placed soft kisses on my inner thighs and restricted my hands to touch her.

“I am gonna give you all the love, I had and have for you baby boy!” Jerking me softly with her hands, having me gently suck in between. Her hands quickly became aggressive on me, sucking me harder now, I couldn’t touch her but just moan for her.

She whispered to me to moan louder for her, teasing me harder to get my voice out, calling me good. The domination I saw in her was such a turn-on for me, gliding on top of me, her hand still holding my shaft tighter.

My filthy moans escaped my mouth, and struggling from her hold, I asked for more. “From now on, I own you, and these marks are the proof of that statement. I’ll never let anyone else get close to you, rather than me, you are mine and only mine… you know that right baby boy?”

Her poking eyes asked me the direct question, pulsating my shaft for her. “Yes… yes, I’m yours, no one can have me,— but you!” Getting what she wanted from me, she rubbed her fingers on her entrance, right in front of me.

Her thighs rested on my abdomen, my eyes fixed on her whole body, as she leaned towards me, taking my length in her. A slithering moan escaped from her mouth, kissing my neck, as she moved slowly, taking all of it.

Her hips bucked on me, as she pushed my hands down on the mattress, riding me slowly. I gasped from all the pleasure I received. Managing for more, I begged her to move faster, “Please, please!”

She chuckled, biting her lips, as her breasts bounced making me greedy to touch them. “You wanna touch me?”

“Yes, yes please!” Gasping and moaning, I begged as she pleased.

“Will you be good?”

“Yes, I would!” Trying to thrust into her, she slapped my face, punishing me to thrust without her permission. “I’m sorry, I’m– I’ll be good, I promise!”

“When I tell you to thrust, you do it,” I nodded, “when I tell you to talk, you do it,” I moaned nodding again.

“I’m not your girlfriend, who moaned under you, who begged you to fuck her! I’m not her! I’m the girl you desired, I’m the person who takes what she wants, you like the powerful, don’t you!”

“Yes– Yes, I do!”

“Then beg me to fuck you, to fuck you hard!” Her hands squeezed my face, caressing my face gently as her hips bucked onto me a little faster, but still not enough for me!

“Please, please! I can not please do it faster, I need it! I promise– I’ll do as you say. I know you’re not her, that’s why I love you!”

“Aww, you love me?”

“Yes–yes,” whimpering, begging, trembling, I begged and begged before she agreed to do it faster!

Her hips moved faster, taking my hands to touch her breasts, I felt myself grow harder when I felt her skin. Her soft skin, her hips, and her dominating eyes soon got me so close.

“Aww, look at you, you’re trembling, are you about burst baby?”

“Yes–yes!” Another slap, welcomed by my face, telling me another rule, “You cum when I tell you to, am I clear sweetie?”

“Yes—yes, please—- please let me cum.” Gulping on the saliva stuck in my throat, I begged again until she was satisfied, I was so close to my orgasm, I might have done it if she hadn’t told me to stop.

Her moans got louder as her hips moved faster, giving me clear permission to thrust into her, she permitted me to release myself. Groaning louder this time, thrusting hard into her, receiving moans as compliments, I finally released my semen.

Earning her orgasm in return, she collapsed on top of me, “I love you, Jack, I at all times have!” 

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