As a girl, I was all the time curious about other girls. I didn’t know what it meant but I knew that there was something different about how I felt towards women. Growing up, I kept my feelings hidden, preferring to date boys and just pretending that I was like any other girl. But my desires never really went away.
It wasn’t until I met my first girlfriend in school that everything changed. We started off as friends and as we spent more time together, I felt drawn to her in a way that I couldn’t ignore. One night, we were sharing a bottle of wine and talking about our past relationships when she leaned over and kissed me.
It was like nothing I had ever experienced before. Her lips were soft and gentle but also passionate, and as we kissed, something inside me clicked. Suddenly, everything made sense. We spent the next few hours exploring each other’s bodies, learning what felt good and what didn’t. It was like we were both exploring our curiosities for the first time.
Over the next few weeks, we couldn’t get enough of each other. We would skip class and spend all day in her tiny dorm room, kissing and touching and exploring. She taught me how to please a woman, and I taught her what I liked. It was an incredible time of discovery, and I felt like I had finally found my place in the world.
One night, we decided to try something new. We had talked about it before but never really explored it. We got dressed up and went to a gay bar near campus. It was a little intimidating at first, but as we danced together, I felt a sense of belonging that I had never felt before.
As the night went on, we met other women, all exploring their curiosities in their own way. Some were shy and timid, while others were bold and confident. We talked and laughed and danced until the early hours of the morning, and by the time we left, we felt like we had found a new community.
From that night on, we explored our curiosities in new and exciting methods. We tried all kinds of things, from role-playing to toys to bondage. We pushed each other’s limits, finding new kinds of pleasure and satisfaction.
We were together for two incredible years before we eventually went our separate methods. But I will all the time be grateful to her for showing me what it means to explore my curiosities. I’m now happily married to a man, but I still look back on those nights of passion and exploration with a smile, grateful for the girl who helped me discover my place in the world.