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I will admit I’m a late bloomer with self pleasure, it wasn’t anything I could talk about with friends either so I was at all times unknowingly bad at it.

“I never have good orgasms like I get when we have sex!” I half joked to her one day. “How do you masturbate?” She asks. I’ve never shown someone how I touch myself, it’s at all times been a really awkward feeling. The first time I told her to touch herself though, it was so sexy! Seeing her rub her clit, and her hips moving, how wet she made herself, it was so mesmerizing. I remember I straddled her to choke her as she did it and feeling everything under me was such a turn on.

I got into my typical position and started to masturbate. It never had much pleasure for me and I honestly was scared to try any other methods. “Okay let’s try this” she says as she puts her hand on my clit. She starts making a back and forth rubbing motion, and it just overwhelmed me with intense pleasure. “What did you do??” I asked when she stopped. She laughed and showed me slowly what she did. “So like this?” I asked as I tried to recreate how she did it. It didn’t feel nearly as good but it was still much better that what I was doing before. That’s how I found out I don’t get much pleasure from just myself.

She later taught me how to use the detachable shower head and the toys in different methods for different sensations. My mind was honestly blown, no wonder I don’t get good orgasms, it was self sabotage! I unconsciously avoided intensity and lead up. We had a good laugh about it, we made lots of jokes about how I survived without knowing these tricks. She was gentle and helped me when I was scared of the intensity, when I was embarrassed, and I’ll never forget what she does for me.

This is definitely an intimate life lesson I had to go through and I am glad she was there to support me. If you’d like more details of the tricks I’ll gladly explain it! Feel free to PM me. Thanks for reading!

NSFW: yes

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