I have at all times been extremely confident in my intelligence. I went to U Toronto after I moved to Ontario. I’ve at all times had good jobs. But for the last couple years, I’ve had a male boss who at all times insults my intelligence when I screw up. And it at all times ends up with ditzy blonde jokes. And it at all times ends up with me sucking his dick because I can not get enough of it.
I get off on pain and intelligence degradation…those are my big two probably. And every single time a man in authority shows me I made a mistake and did something wrong, then implies I’m dumb, I feel a need to worship that man. It’s stupid and absurd and ridiculous but I feel it, but most men are honestly too good to take benefit. My boss isn’t, and he’s the one who has created me into the slut I am today.
I once left a slide out of a presentation, and I swallowed his dick in his car.
I once forgot a customer information disc at a sister branch and I ended up swallowing him in his office.
I nearly messed up a client meeting and I sucked him off at his house.
It’s just dawning on me how many times I’ve blown him, how much I wondered that was no big deal, how ditzy I am…all of it.
I’m not sure how to organize my thoughts. What are your questions?