I had sex with a trans woman M2F for the first time and now im pretty sure i love her

hello, english is not my first language so please forgive any mistakes. I am reposting this from my original ama post because i think it fits better in this reddit community and the other reddit group seemed reallyyyy negative. this story should be good for open minded people who love sex like me

i went over this several times to try to fix any errors. thank you and i hope you enjoy.

i am a straight male from a non-religious background but i come from an ultra-conservative culture/country. growing up, we are not taught about the existence of trans people, and even in 2023 its still not something that is allowed for discussion in open. however, i first learned about trans women at age 13 due to some ordinary teenage boy computer searching, and since then i have tried my best to learn about all peoples and types of sexuality. and i try to distribute my own experiences in real life and now for the first time on reddit in the hopes of opening barriers for others and sharing things ive learned and experienced to bring other people onto a page that ive begun reading in my own life. i hope eventually to see many other stories of men like myself stepping outside of their culture/bubbles and learning about all the things and peoples this world has available to meet and experience.long story short, where i come from there are no trans women at all, and ive at all times been captivated by trans women since age 13. even though i am also attracted to cis women , my sexual preference has at all times been women who are pre op trans women, but due to where i live , i had never been able to meet,talk to or date a trans woman. now, this has changed and it was the best experience ive ever had.

the purpose of this post is to distribute my joyful experience and the gratitude i feel for being able to live this moment.

We met at a market while i was on vacation. it started because i needed to discover a metro station and i had to ask someone for directions. i saw this gorgeous woman standing in front of the market entrance, smoking a vape pen and just resting against the building. i saw her and was caught suprised by her beauty and i felt this strong pull to go say hello and ask her for directions. long wavy hair, tight jeans and a gorgeous sun hat. round sunglasses and a tattoo on her arm. at the moment i saw her, I had no idea she was a trans woman. so off i went to try my luck, and hopefully get directions and maybe end up with a date. i came up to her and said hi, she seemed quiet at first, smiled gently and asked what my accent was. she seemed to know i was attracted to her because she started to tease me about what i was wanting to ask. as we got to talking about directions and the stuff to do and see nearby. the chemistry was super apparent and i could tell she and i were vibing together. she was extremely kind and bubbly, and we talked about why i was in her city and what my plans were. and after a while talking, laughing and flirting together, she asked for my number.i liked her confidence and i was super into her so it was an obvious yes. as i was pulling out my phone, she grabbed my wrist and said to me “but i have to tell you something, im a woman, but im also trans”. as soon as she said this, i couldnt help but let my smile escape and she asked what was making me smile. so i told her honestly, “ive been dreaming of meeting a trans woman my entire life”. she seemed relieved to hear that and she went back to putting in her contact information. and that was that, next thing i knew she was standing there smiling with this glowing type of truly peaceful people. after a moment , she asked me “wait, so you have never been with a trans woman before?” and i told her briefly that i had not but at all times wanted to and the next thing i knew she texted me her address.

there was no discussing about plans or what to expect, i was just hoping for a date or to even just sit down and talk and hang out over some coffee or something. and yes truthfully i was hoping sex would be an option but i was just so infatuated by her that i didnt care. so she told me to come over to her flat and wed hang out the next day. she kissed my cheek goodbye and went back inside the market and i walked away feeling GREATi had no idea how the next day was gonna happen so fast and so crazy but it made it even more memorableas i tried to discover her flat, i was dressed up in my best and got a haircut. new shoes and everything. i didnt know what was gonna happen but i was ready. i found her building and texted her, saying i was outside. she let me in and i climbed up the stairs to reach her floor. as i got closer to the number, she opened the door and i saw the greatest thing of my life, this dream woman standing at the doorway, wearing some type of reddish see-through robe, with red lingerie underneath. i realized that she didnt mean hanging out in the typical way, but the way you want it to be in this type of moment.I came inside and the flat was extremely hot inside, like 30 C, so as soon as i got in i was uncomfortable. i think she could tell it was too hot for me because she joked about wanting it to be like back home for her. i looked around the flat, the walls were covered in gorgeous pictures, the kitchen smelled amazing and there were flowers everywhere. she had the tv going, she had been watching Dragon Ball Z, so i guessed she was a little nerdy. but i liked that. i realized we knew like nothing about each other, so i tried to get a better idea of her interests by her home. she was really sweet, told me i could stay for dinner if i wanted, and that there was no pressure on anything.

but in the living room, she had turned the couch into a bed/thing and it had been covered with a blanket. so i began to figure out that i was there for something else, and i was super turned onshe was very short about 5’3 maybe, very curvy, big ass and big breasts. she had long light brown hair with blonde highlights and she wore red lipstick. she put a lot of care and effort into her style that day, and i felt really lucky to be there. shes venezuelan, so she had creamy coffee tan skin, unbelievably gorgeous. big brown eyes, long natural eyelashes, and really full lips. she had on gold earrings and red nailpolish.im 6’2, very good create and i try to take good care of my body, im in great shape and i try to look presentable at all times. but she had a beauty that is unforgettable. that type of beauty that makes you turn around twice to see if youre dreaming or not. she was opposite to me but complimentary at the same time. she looked regal to meshe casually asked me if i wanted to take a shower to cool off, i saw it as an opportunity to prepare myself. she led me to the wash room and turned the shower on for me.

she was sitting on some stool and next to the glass shower and told me to get undressed, she watched super intensely as i pulled off my windbreaker and t shirt, she was smiling and told me to keep going. i took everything off and she looked at me for a while and told me i was nice to look at. i asked her if she was gonna join me and she told me she wanted to watch me shower first. so i did, and i was super nervous; eventually, she told me to come out and she walked over to the living room and sat down on the center of the bed thing.i got out and dried off, and followed her to the living room . as i stood at the edge of the bed, she took off the robe thing and she was left in her red lingerie. silk red lingerie. she told me to get closer and i guess i was so nervous because she asked me why i was trembling, i told her the truth, that i didnt want to dissapoint her; she grabbed my hands in hers, and she rubbed my hands for a while, there was a kindness in her eyes and she asked if i was less nervous now,. nobody had ever cared about my emotions that much. she got on her knees on the center of the bed and i joined her in the same position.

she grabbed my face and just started kissing me, it was the most intense making out ive ever done, it was like all tongue and her lips were just all over. the kissing was better than any ive previously experienced, and i felt her hands begin to go all over my body. she leaned back and told me to take off her bra, i did without taking too long and looking silly like normally. she pulled the bra off and i saw these two gorgeous breasts just in front of me, no scars, no sign that they were fake. they were the best breasts ive ever touched, her nipples were dark brown, contrasting the gorgeous coffee tan skin around the nipple. i started to touch her breasts, i did the usual nipple play, rubbing them and sucking on them, and she started kissing my neck. eventually i grabbed her waist and pushed her backwards gently so she would lie down, she did and her legs were straight out and i was over her, kissing her and feeling her hands rub my back.i grabbed her red thong, and began pulling it off slowly, she was laying there while stretching her arms out, sighing with content and smiling with big eyes. i put my hands on her knees and slowly stretched her legs out, sliding her red thong all the way off. slowly i put my hands on her knees and pushed her legs back and slowly opened her legs. as i opened them, her penis was visibile for the first time. it was gorgeous, absolutely gorgeous. it was already mostly erect, uncircumsized and a nice size. she looked at me with a curious look, almost wondering if i was into it or not.

i smiled at her and began kissing her inner thighs and making my way down down downi felt my heart racing, like almost a type of wild feeling. i had never seen another penis in real life, and obviously never touched one. but it was exciting and i found myself completely turned on by her body and was really excited to experience everything. i bent over her again, and kissed her from her lips down to her penis and i started to kiss it slowly. after about a minute, she was completely erect, a hard and throbbing type of erection. her penis was the same color as her nipples, and she had gorgeous balls and was completely shaved. she smelled delicious, a type of like coconut and mango smell. i grabbed her penis gently and began kissing it again and licking it from top to bottom. she looked so happy, and i was smiling with her penis against my lips, and began to suck on the tip, working more of her penis into my mouth slowly and i was able to fit most of it in my mouth. i wrapped my lips around her penis and used my tongue to lick the base of her penis, she loved it. after a few minutes, i began to suck on her balls, rolling them in my mouth with my tongue. i held her penis in my hand and lifted it up over my mouth, licking everywhere at once. she pushed my head down gently and i worked my way up again. after a while of sucking,i knelt over her, and i pushed my penis against hers, rubbing them together, and she put both of ours in her hand and began to jerk us both off gently. i grabbed her hand and we began to both jerk together, our cocks squeezed together and the tip of her penis coming in and out of her foreskin against mine.

she then sat up, and told me to lie down, she practically pushed me into the bed and i knew she was gonna take charge. i lied face down, my ass up and legs straight out, she started looking for the sex toys next to the bed and she grabbed a condom out of the box.

she ripped it open with her teeth, and she told me to get ready. she put the condom on and lubed it up, and she started licking my asshole and then spit on it. i felt alive, like something never before. she then put some lube on me and then got herself ready. i felt her spread my cheeks aside and she began rubbing her penis against my asshole, and after minutes of gentle pressing, she began to push harder into it, and i began to feel a type of good pain, and she started to lie on me and kiss my neck and grabbed my face and turned it on the side to kiss me. she began to penetrate me, it took a while to get inside of me completely. but she kept at it and she got really into it.she started to fuck me for a while, i felt things ive never felt before, she opened up all new sensations in my body, i had the strongest erection ever, and i felt her body pounding into mine. after a while, i entered new places in my sexual spirit. she completely dominated me, i felt the most open ive ever been with someone, i felt like i was really connected to her, like we became one in the moment. she fucked me for a long time, and i just was shaking gently from the pleasure.she grabbed my hips after a while and flipped me over, i got into the missionary position and she pushed my legs open and lifted them up over her shoulders. she lubed me up again; kissed me for a while and then she began to penetrate me again. i think my favorite part of this moment was watching her, watching her take charge and dominate me.

she had this gorgeous glow in her face, and i began to watch her penis slide in and out of me, it was the hottest thing ive ever seen. she fucked me for a long time , and then pulled her penis out of me, and i knew she had to come.she took of the condom and i began to suck her penis again, i felt her cum and my spit all washing over her penis as i put it in and out of my lips. she ejaculated into my mouth, it was warm and gushing, just filled my entire mouth and i felt this sticky warm and suprisingly delicious cum all over my tongue. i didnt even think about it, i swallowed everything and i went back to licking the tip of her penis to catch all of the extra cum that was dripping down her penis.

I was hoping to top her and penetrate her too , her ass was massive and really soft and tempting. but after she had orgasmed, she seemed tired, like that type of ready to unwind type of tired. she offered to keep going and to help me cum too but i wanted to let her rest, so i laid down next to her. and she held me in her arms against her breasts, my face just resting on hers. we kissed for a long time. after a long silence, she started smiling and sighing with content, and she told me that i was special. that i was handsome and that most of all she didnt want me to leave; i instantly felt sad because i realized that this was only temporary. i realized that i was gonna go back home and felt this crazy lonelinesswhen it was time for me to catch the train, i started to dress, she watched me while still sitting naked on the bed; i got everything on and she looked at me with a very sad and lonely look. i told her it was the best time of my life spent with her, and she put on the robe again and walked me to the door. the lead up to leaving was hard, i wouldve stayed forever if i could have. we kissed and i opened the door, not wanting to speak because i knew i couldnt do anything to change the fact i had to leave.

i went halfway down the stairs before i turned around and ran up them again to kiss her one last time. as i got outside in the hot and bright sun, i felt like the weirdest mix of the happiest and saddest moment ive ever known. everybody around me was just living life and here i was having the greatest experience id ever had

i was on the train for about 3 hours and she finally texted me and told me she missed me. we spoke all afternoon. we talked about everything efficient, our lives and dreams and what we like to do in life. she asked if i could come back and i had to tell her that i didnt want to leave and i told her id come back to see her, but i felt like she didnt believe me. the train home was just reflecting on what had happened and trying to make sense of my emotions. i had never felt this way before, usually i dont mind leaving but with her i really did want to stay. i think the hardest thing was when she told me she cooked all morning and was hoping id eat dinner with her and spend the night. i discover myself wanting to go back in time and finding a way to stay.

its been about 3 months since this day together. we talk at all times. she checks on me daily and i have been thinking about how to suprise her. i havent told her that i have been planning a trip to go see her, i hope she will be happy when i return. i want to just be around her. she has this aura that makes me feel genuinely good, like im truly in the moment and just deeply happy. i know now what its like to feel vunerable in a good way.

weve talked a lot, were both very very similar, we have similar careers, and distribute many interests. were also both very sexual people, so it explains why it was so easy for us that day. i think her sex drive is higher than mine even; which is crazy to think about for me. she and i have been trying to spend as much time talking as efficient, and weve become close. she and i have many similar interests in life, and distribute very similar personalities

as of now, i have booked a ticket to go back and see her, and if everything goes well, im gonna ask her to go on a trip with me, or to just spend some days together. and to see if she wants to take any further steps to maybe develop a relationship. she and i have so much in common, and it really feels like we are a great match. i love talking with her, and now i check fifty million times per day if shes wrote me. she seems to like me a lot too, but i dont want to jinx it. so im trying to let it play out and see if shes having similar feelings towards me. ive had a lot of partners and dated a lot of people, but ive never felt like this before. i feel like out of nowhere the universe decided to give me a gift and sent her into my life. what started off as a hook up encounter has turned into a conenction with someone i really discover amazing

i think about her daily, and since she became a part of my world i feel really goodeither way, it was the best moment of my life, and i feel things that ive never experience before, and shell at all times be the woman who stole my heart

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