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The following is a true story kinda been wanting to get this off my chest. I began watching porn at a very very young age. By all accounts I’m a ordinary guy I’ve just all the time had a naughtier side behind closed doors I guess. I would just browse porn sites and naked pictures all day long when I was growing up because parents were all the time working.I was 12 when I started eventually I tried to imitate what I saw and started to stroke myself but I would cum instantly. I kept going down the rabbit hole of exploring all this and it got to the point I was masturbating everyday for over a year straight. When I was 13 my family would go to the public pool and all the kids would follow my mom into the women’s locker room shower. I’m not sure why we all followed but it made it easy for her to keep track of us I guess. When standing inside the women’s locker room I remember trying to stare to get a look at my first pair of boobs in real life. There was a woman there who was getting ready to change into her bathing suit so I would occasionally take a peak and to my surprise actually had a really good look of her getting undressed. She moved over to the lockers near ours and started taking off her clothes. I remember her taking all her clothes off and just standing naked while she opened up the locker and then finally began to put her suit on. Obviously I started getting hard and had to hide but it’s a memory that stuck with me forever. From there I began to really want to see other strangers naked and started diving into omegle and trying to get girls to flash me and would on occasion get lucky but I mostly got the attention of guys who wanted to watch me cum which I wondered weird but finally though okay if he wants to watch I can cum to porn and I did.

At this same time I began to read stories of sex and past experience online and would also read craigslist classifieds. About a month after I turned 14 I made a post looking for a female who wanted to watch me cum and said I was 18 hoping to discover an older woman to talk to. I never really had any intention of meeting especially since I have all the time looked younger than I was so no way I’d look close to 18 when people barely wondered I was 14. When I posted I got a lot of replies some women maybe fake women but hot conversation and alot of guys looking to meet that I would ignore. I posted for 2 weeks straight getting off to the conversations I was having or trying to have and made a post saying I was 18 young Latino guy who would like to watch porn and cum in front of someone. I received a reply from someone telling me their wife was away until 430 and that I should stop by. For whatever reason on that day that post I replied back telling him I had no interest in guys they don’t turn me on at all I just love porn. He told me it was fine he just liked to see guys cum but I still told him I didn’t have a car. We talked for a bit and ended up finding out he actually only lived 15 minutes away. I was horny enough to actually want to try something and decided I would cum infront of this guy who wanted to watch. I asked my mom for a ride to a friend’s house because she never really asked too many questions. She told me she would go shopping in the meantime because I told her I wouldn’t be long.

I was really nervous and anxious surprised I was even going through with it all. He had told me his wife would be back home at 430 but while waiting for my mom the time became 330 before we finally left. I was zoned out on the ride there nervous for someone to actually see my penis in real life. I’m uncut and pretty small, at this time I barely had any pubes and would take off the few I would get. I knew my penis looked nothing at all like the ones in porn. I had asked him to stay at the garage so I know I’m at the right house. When we got close I told my mom the neighbors house was the one I was gonna so he wouldn’t see I got dropped off by my mom. The houses in this neighborhood were really big so after my mom dropped me off it was a bit awkward to stand infront of this big house before walking a while to the next big house that was his. I was really nervous but also seemed like auto pilot while I slowly walked close to the address he gave me and saw him standing at his open garage looking back at me. At the time my heart started pounding really hard and I was actually having tunnel vision just auto pilot moving forward. At the time I didn’t even think about him realising I was way under ager I just said hi and he told me I took a bit too long since it was now 405 I was scared just said ok but he’s like will you be quick? Ussually when I would masturbate then I would cum instantly and I hadn’t cum all day even though i was watching porn all morning. I told him I should be fast words just felt like they came out I was so scared it felt like I wasn’t in control of what I was doing. At the time I was under 5 foot short and this guy seemed to tower over me so I was even more anxious. He was an older guy maybe 50s invited me to follow him and I did like a zombie just talking a step forward heart pounding out of my chest. He walked me past the kitchen to his patio that had windows all open facing the neighbors and he stopped me said show it to me. I just without thinking pulled it out and showed it to him. I wasn’t hard at all but knew I would cum right away if I even started stroking. He saw it and said wow very nice come sit here and to my surprise he say me on the couch facing all the open windows I wondered he was gonna bring his laptop or something so I could watch porn while I jerked off but right as soon as I sat he got on his knees again and said let me see. I was in shock remember feeling like I couldn’t move this guy pulled down my shorts and and pulled back my foreskin I had never pulled back yet. I jerked back surprised at what just happened but before I could even react he started sucking my penis. I tried to speak and say wait or no and used a tiny bit of force to try and push his head off me but I was weak barely felt like I could move and he gently applied pressure to make sure I leaned all the way back and push my hand down that was trying to lift him while he sucked. This all happened in a split second because I finished instantly I didn’t even get hard I just started to cum. Again still in shock I just remembered sitting back being forced down while he now kept sucking non stop after I had just instant finished and then made me cum again all in a minute. He got up and jokingly said wow you really were quick and I got up said nothing. He then told me I should stop by tomorrow early morning and stay until 4pm before giving me a 20 dollar bill and I walked away. Soon as I left I wanted to throw up couldn’t believe what the hell had just happened.

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