There is just not enough red flags with jurachio but I am sure we have the same brain. It was going so well with the amount of red flags that were adding up with jurachio, that I was sure our brains were the same. I want to see if our brains are the same and if only jurachio had the same amount of red flags as I have then it would have been certain that me and jurachio have the same brain. I was certain that we had the same brain and when you are so sure of something it’s incredible the things you will do to prove yourself right.

I also need to learn to keep my mouth shut because when I am sure of something, I tend to keep talking about it. Every time I talked about how there isn’t enough red flags with jurachio and how I felt we had the same brain, I kept telling myself in my head to shut the fuck up. I do have a bit of a mouth in me and when it wants to talk, I will talk. I tried steering away from the conversation and I started talking about someone who has too many red flags. Pitari was a guy with too many red flags and even the way he moved his arms, closed his eye lids and the way he breathed was a red flag.

When I checked out pitari’s brain I found out that it was not the same as mine and I was so angry with myself, as I was sure that it wasn’t going to be the same as mine. Jurachio though doesn’t have enough red flags about him but something in me is telling me that we have the same brain and I need to find out. I have been opening my mouth again and I was talking loudly about how I had thought jurachio had the same brain as me, people were looking at me weirdly. I need to learn to shut the fuck up and even in front of doctors, therapists and psychiatrists I need to learn to shut the fuck up.

I was angry at Jurachio for not having enough red flags and the urge to see if our brains were the same, was really started to make me on edge. Sometimes I talk unknowingly without knowing as I am so use to talking and then I remember to shut the fuck up. Then I went and saw if jurachios brain was the same as mine but it wasn’t and I was so angry with myself, as I should have known it wasn’t the same as mine.

I started telling all of this to people as I can’t seem to shut the fuck up.